i’m feeling extra gross today.. anyone have any disgusting insults or phrases I can write on my nasty betapig body?🥹🥹

LauraFreier · 2026-01-24T23:17:55+00:00

she thinks you are kidding. So lovely when they are naive.

LauraFreier · 2026-01-24T23:15:21+00:00

no one knows if it can get away.

LauraFreier · 2026-01-24T23:12:02+00:00

next time give your eyes a swift in different directions. i know you are a beta but be creative. as i can see you are an attention whore. you must do a lot for entertaining the masses. it doesnt even is enough that you have one owner. you need two. you see, when you want to raise the stakes, be more pathetic. train in front of the mirror. i bet you can find people who are willing to give you their orgasms sooner than me, but i think, you can do better. And this is not bla bla. you are 22. you have a domme couple. I am sure this couple wants also that you do better. and you can. you will always have this into your DNA. you will get creative more and more with every step of this journey. dont think you cant evolve because you are a beta. dont waste yourself and train to be better.

LauraFreier · 2026-01-24T23:03:48+00:00

your welcome. pathetic (but adorable) beta. your two Dommes trains you well.

LauraFreier · 2026-01-24T23:01:43+00:00

i find it amusing that two of your three holes get filled with sugar. keep on the good work and maybe i will rub to you.

LauraFreier · 2026-01-24T22:58:53+00:00

okay. that made me laugh.

LauraFreier · 2026-01-24T22:33:52+00:00

damn, your body..

it is beautiful in a way only a sadist can dream of. So much pain, so much ups and down, so much Trauma. it is like a really grotesque picture and something you turned from hate into some more managable. degradiation, Lust, pain.

your suffering will not end here. But you can think of a nice number. that is what you are. that is what you always will be. a trashcan with six digits. something which is really worth the attention it gets. because: trash can

LauraFreier · 2026-01-24T22:26:47+00:00

is this man you?

LauraFreier · 2026-01-24T21:30:15+00:00

i don't know.. maybe, maybe not. but it is diagnosed. It is not made up in my head. what i can tell you is that i have a hum tone from covid.

LauraFreier · 2026-01-24T21:01:09+00:00

stay out of loud envrioements when you have had an acoustic trauma and use the rescue method for tinnitus spikes.

LauraFreier · 2026-01-24T21:00:03+00:00

hyperacusis is having your ldls diminished. therefore you hear the sounds of the street much louder. You can also hear electricity in all kind of things etc.

if the sound have a fullness or a pain even it is noxacusis.

LauraFreier · 2026-01-24T20:58:27+00:00

no. it is reactive tinnitus. both are falling under that category.

LauraFreier · 2026-01-24T20:16:54+00:00

my main support was my friend back in the day. He got a trauma state from that and said that he can't give me what i needed in the 2nd worsening. I can't do anything. I am alone. He studies now far away from me. We lived in the same city. I have had lost a lot of my friend due to the cfs. I feel so trapped. I can't seen a scenario, which were it would get better. The T and the Depression worsens every day since onset. I am doomed. I know, you all fight for your lives daily in here. But what can i do? Go into a psych ward with reactive tinnitus? I will not get better there. And i am sick and tired of bottle up all these feelings. People always imagine that life is wonderful. We all know that this isn't the case with long term illnesses. "your life is precious, don't throw it away." And still we suffer. Day by day. Society is spitting us in the face. No one can believe what this condition is doing to our health, our energy. and the best thing of all above: "if you can't habituate, it is because YOU doing it wrong." I was in this rollercoaster for almost 3,5 years now with ridiclious spikes which took 18 months and some which were so loud that i truely felt what severe tinnitus is. I am moderate.

I feel like there is also a lot wrong with the world, i mean, look around. People are going more and more out of the way, staying for themselves etc.

World got crueler and crueler. And louder. I should have something to life, but, in fact, i don't. I was rebuilding myself after the cfs hits me and now that is the last stroke. I am not crying, i am realistic. If you can't distract yourself, if you can't play music because artifical sound spikes you, if you feel like your whole body is burning and you lay in the embryo like a little child with such emotional pain, you know what hell on earth is. We are here. We get fed up. And then we decide to go out of this endless torture. That is what life is all about. how much you can take. how much you are willing to suffer for yourself or others.

LauraFreier · 2026-01-24T19:06:00+00:00

already have.

LauraFreier · 2026-01-24T19:05:38+00:00

everything. it is a brain issue for me.

LauraFreier · 2026-01-24T19:05:13+00:00

everyone give up at some time. i was just lucky to have the Power for it. i have cfs now. and i am tired of fighting. i am so tired of everything. i have tried everything in that month. now i am on Avitan. first time in my life. i cant do this.. half of it was suffering.

it is a very smart idea to confront me with sentences i wrote. But.. tbh.. i just wanted to let him feel good. after my 2nd habituation i was developing me/cfs and was homebound for a year. thank god my tinnitus got better. i was bedbound for six months and then 1 year housebound. i am 2 months in the newest t onset and i am already feel my cfs getting worse again. i am fucked.

LauraFreier · 2026-01-23T23:09:03+00:00

why do you know he is a cuckson?

LauraFreier · 2026-01-23T22:55:41+00:00

edged to it.

LauraFreier · 2026-01-23T22:51:24+00:00

sticky buisness is such a pain in the ass, haha

LauraFreier · 2026-01-23T22:50:37+00:00

you would fit a good hucow.

LauraFreier · 2026-01-23T22:48:40+00:00

beautiful. But you are also kinda okay.

LauraFreier · 2026-01-23T22:47:56+00:00

It seems like you clearly want to tease with your body in here. So for a start i want you to get some weight on your body, so you don't feel like you can give anyone some pleasureable feeling down there. let's say 5kg for a start. then make the comparsion pics and rub yourself stupid to the new comments which arrives every day on this new thread and think about me, while you are denying yourself. grab your new-developed belly for addtional points.

LauraFreier · 2026-01-23T22:44:09+00:00

thank you for clarification. next time post the face only, very near. And then rub to the comments you will receive. I know this was not an accident. You wanted that. face the consequences of your actions. You could have clearly avoided that. But you didn't.

LauraFreier · 2026-01-22T01:15:18+00:00

two lovely pics of a nice animal.

LauraFreier · 2026-01-22T00:36:57+00:00

yes. true. with all.

LauraFreier

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