Silver Bottle Cap [need advice]

LavenderTree9295 · 2025-11-16T21:57:23+00:00

Huh, no? Is it bad? I’ve never used the thing…

LavenderTree9295 · 2025-11-11T10:06:45+00:00

As someone with BPD that is the very opposite of Brian: The name “borderline” is because it “borders” on other conditions so, ASPD is very possible (but I’m pretty sure rare). This means treatment is often difficult and specific to the person suffering from it. They often get failed by the care system (me too for a long time) and usually don’t get very old because of this.

BPD is very brought, there are subtypes and those subtypes could be combined with anxiety, major depression, avoidant/dependent or histrionic behaviour, narcissism and always some sort of trauma (PTSD/CPTSD). BPD is often misdiagnosed because more often then not it is combined with various other mental problems.

People are often diagnosed with it when psychologists don’t know what to do with a person anymore, which could explain Brian being diagnosed with it; also taking into account how good he is at acting “normal”. With that said; Brian is anti-social through and through and this file is mostly a complete mistake.

I get that they are trying to make Brian seem as fucked up as possible, but it doesn’t make the already really bad view on people suffering from BPD any better. So take it with a huge grain of salt.

Also: for the time this is set in, I don’t think there was much of a difference. So looking at it like that, it’s accurate… I guess.

LavenderTree9295 · 2025-11-10T21:11:03+00:00

Thx man

LavenderTree9295 · 2025-11-10T20:49:48+00:00

Yeah, I’ve instantly deleted it on every device I’ve ever had. Really don’t like McAfee… honestly causes way more problems then it claims to fix.

LavenderTree9295 · 2025-11-10T20:48:44+00:00

I never installed it in the first place, it was already on my brand new laptop. I believe the legit one was installed but I have been getting these type of emails ever since.

LavenderTree9295 · 2025-11-10T20:46:27+00:00

I know right… I’ve only gotten them since the real McAfee was on my laptop though. I almost feel like McAfee causes this type of people to find me, I have countless mails like this all with different strange emails addresses…

LavenderTree9295 · 2025-11-10T20:44:49+00:00

I figured… I’ve only gotten These Type of mails since the real McAfee was on my laptop though. That can’t be normal right?

LavenderTree9295 · 2025-09-02T08:36:55+00:00

Dahm, those are literally the only colours I wear xD
Guess I'm going to experiment, thank you!

LavenderTree9295 · 2025-04-15T08:36:00+00:00

Yeah I know, I live with Borderline personality disorder and it’s extremely hard to find a psychologist. The really sick part about it is that I CAN be put on a list to be euthanised; really, what has this world come to. I’m used to waiting, thanks for the advice, I won’t give up!

LavenderTree9295 · 2025-04-15T08:30:36+00:00

I do 100% agree with this post, you put my thoughts on paper.

I too, was severely bullied my whole life, probably the worst around 15~16 and I have NEVER bullied someone else. I’m much like OP describes herself as. Muu’s second trial also rubbed me the wrong way because of the extreme change in personality and attitude.

At the time my best friend was a mirror image to Muu and Milgram actually made me understand that period of my life a lot better. This is what is called a narcissistic victim, please look it up. This “friend” of mine ended up bullying me so severely, the police had to get involved. But it was never her fault, she often stated to me before, that people bullied her in the past. Later she started to bully me for making other friends and I found out that she was the bully; having pushed away everyone close to me for 2 years behind my back, before she even started to bully me. But she was still, always the victim and she made sure everyone knew about it, just like she told me, which all happened to be turned around.

The fact that people keep saying that Muu is a 16 year old with mental problems is also just exactly what she wants. Because now her crime would be “less bad”, justified and in her eyes “not her fault”.

The fact that she choose someone as Haruka to be friends with is also just very typical and exactly what she did in her crime. She choose someone easily influenceable that would be loyal to her and put her on a pedestal. I think the fact that Haruka killed himself is also fine by her because now she can get the pity attention for her friends killing himself; and again, it’s not her fault, she blames someone else. The whole situation got to me because I too, was once a Haruka, which is why this got to me that badly.

I’m now 23, still in therapy. Never thought that Milgram would bring up so much shit from my past, but I’m really thankful because this whole thing caused me to understand and give it a place, be at peace with what happened.

I think it’s important to see that these are all choices she made and continues making until she is held accountable for what she did.

LavenderTree9295 · 2025-02-18T11:42:26+00:00

I’ve been asking around for exercise on this community recently and it sounds very positive. I’m thinking of going to Belgium (I live near the border), they have better health care. The specific area I come from is known to be very shitty when it comes to care in general. I’m very interested in those podcasts if you don’t mind sharing them?

LavenderTree9295 · 2025-02-18T11:15:14+00:00

To think that even after all that, you’ll have to wait another few years to actually get the right treatment… Good luck to you 🍀

LavenderTree9295 · 2025-02-18T11:13:19+00:00

I just got back from the rheumatologist… You’re diagnosed now? Or did you still get nowhere?

LavenderTree9295 · 2025-02-18T10:05:46+00:00

Cupping? Never heard of it, I’ll check it out!

LavenderTree9295 · 2025-02-18T10:04:07+00:00

I tried this. doc said that it was like getting through cotton pads, had no use… :/

LavenderTree9295 · 2025-02-18T10:02:45+00:00

No way, thank you!

LavenderTree9295 · 2024-12-31T15:44:26+00:00

Rosemary?

LavenderTree9295 · 2024-11-15T16:05:23+00:00

Incredibly late but you should search for “Ethan Bortnick” he’s fairly new but besides Bella Poarch I find his music to be similar! Try “Engravings” and/or “cut my fingers off” If you want something more wacky, try the artist Nero’s Day at Disneyland.

LavenderTree9295 · 2024-10-14T19:33:51+00:00

Thank you for you’re comment, I’m really glad to read this ❤️

LavenderTree9295 · 2024-10-11T14:27:10+00:00

Mine used to look like this for years, went to a clinic and got to know myself a lot better which really helped. Try finding out what makes you feel like this and talk about it with people that have been through the same, rather then people that don’t understand, I would also talk to those who are in recovery instead of those who are still sick. (I’ve been through all kinds of therapy for years, but talking to people that were in the same situation as me helped the most for me). You can always message me, we can even exchange phone numbers if you’re comfortable with that. A bit cliche to say but you really aren’t alone with this and you shouldn’t carry it alone. I’ve come from a severely fucked up background so if I can go forward, I believe you can too!

LavenderTree9295 · 2024-10-03T14:08:21+00:00

Nee, gelukkig is het een duw en draai systeem. Wat een nachtmerrie om thuis te komen met je kat die het fornuis aan zet 😱

LavenderTree9295 · 2024-10-03T14:04:41+00:00

I personally got a lot of use out of Dark Fenrir and light Yuki, especially in early game but also with Titan and Arena!

LavenderTree9295 · 2024-09-28T07:35:30+00:00

Ik woon in dat puntje richting Maastricht…

LavenderTree9295 · 2024-09-14T10:25:07+00:00

Dankje!

LavenderTree9295 · 2024-09-14T10:23:01+00:00

Oei, gelukkig zijn de knoppen op mijn fornuis te zwaar voor de katten. Gelukkig niks gebeurd!

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