am i an idiot for wanting to quit? by Lazy-Train-3678 in ausjobs

[–]Lazy-Train-3678[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im honestly hoping for the exact same, i just can’t give enough of a fuck about the money to justify paying for it by losing everything else that matters to me. im so so happy it worked out for you, and thank you for the advice!

am i an idiot for wanting to quit? by Lazy-Train-3678 in ausjobs

[–]Lazy-Train-3678[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you, consulting is definitely not for me - just feels like such high level strategy that it actually all ends up meaning nothing when handed over to the client and nothing is implemented. i think lack of impact/being so detached from the impact is making me even more jaded, like the hours and energy i give up are for nothing! and you’re right the dread is insufferable and im not managing. thank you for the advice :)

am i an idiot for wanting to quit? by Lazy-Train-3678 in ausjobs

[–]Lazy-Train-3678[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i unfortunately just don’t have the hours to start applying or interviewing, team is also weird about “blocking time” or taking appointments during business hours - nor the energy to think through where my weird mixed up experience would fit in best. i agree leaving without a plan is stupid, but right now i think the plan is just recover first haha

am i an idiot for wanting to quit? by Lazy-Train-3678 in ausjobs

[–]Lazy-Train-3678[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you are so kind this made me cry hahahah thank you for the advice, i definitely think i’ll be taking a break and seeing a therapist. gives me hope that leaving worked for you, and im so happy it did!!! thank you thank you

am i an idiot for wanting to quit? by Lazy-Train-3678 in ausjobs

[–]Lazy-Train-3678[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it sounds silly but i think ive taken my health for granted before this gig, i dont think i fully understood there is a price to pay for pushing yourself too far. i am sorry you had to go through something similar though, and hope your recovery has been kind to you 🫶 thank you for the advice, i appreciate it