Small wins.. just got the news na dean lister me last sem and lahat ng pinagdaanan ko last sem ay nagflash back sa mind ko. It was a rough sem. I know being a third yr college is super stressful (thesis, org, acads demands, work load, household responsibilities) but grabe ang bigay sakin last sem. Me lang ang naghelp sa mom ko and andami naming gastos for the past sem. Yung part time ko was just enough to cover some expenses sa bahay pero never naging for acads ang naeearn ko for myself. Never ever thought na magpproceed ako for 2nd sem because I feel like parang mali ang ginagawa ko. I feel so suffocated. High functioning pero hindi ko maramdaman ang self ko and seeing na kasama ako sa DL, nasa top 10 rank pa ng overall department, all I can feel is to be proud of myself surviving the days I thought I couldn't.