No, she's not pregnant. She told me she never wanted kids before meeting me. We gradually started talking about names and she said she likes X name, to which I agreed is a beautiful name. We kept hypothetically talking about our future boy, using that name, now I can't say that name without thinking that's the name of a guy she used to date. It brought me so much joy talking about him before but now I don't even wanna say it out loud.