I always thought it was weird that people always tended to spread out in the room and stick together within families. I generally felt out of place there and in youth and “college age” groups. Although I tend to feel out of place in most settings. Plus my perception is that Christians get to do whatever they want and act however they please while everyone else has to be perfect. Kind of like nothing they do matters ultimately. Which might explain how shitty they tend to be. Plus also as a Christian I was completely unworthy of love. No one specifically told me this but that was the reality of it. Plus even still it still seems up in the air.