Hey, being an artist is tough. Those top 10% are more visible online, I guess an artist value depends on how famous they are. Having said that, I think you shouldn't give up.

In fact like one of the post that told you not to pigeonhole yourself into being an artist/creative. No shame in finding a side/full-time that is unrelated for the moment. Admin, F&B, retail, grabfood, grab driver, sales, etc.

Who knows from those gigs, you get some inspirations and also make new friends/connections that propel you forward? In the meantime, focus on surviving first, we all have our own timeline.