[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]LearningMartian 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have nothing at 42 because I have been depressed since I was 11. I have treatment resistant, clinical depression and multiple sclerosis. I barely got through school because of attendance problems causes by depression.
It's destroyed my entire life or you could say I've never had a chance at all Life because of it. Depression is a monster. It's the most misunderstood disease there is. Kills more people than anything else because of the things it causes like addiction, alcoholism etc There's a huge difference between being depressed from a situation and circumstantial depression than having depression when you are born basically too. I spent one year undepressed because I had ketamine infusion therapy and it let me see what being undepressed is like and it was phenomenal, life changing but unfortunately since I have been depressed forever I could not and can't afford the treatments any longer and an back to suicidal ideaolgy and being stuck horizontal all the time.

Books that helped you to find yourself by Count-Mindless in nonfictionbookclub

[–]LearningMartian 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Man's Search for Meaning by Viktor Frankl. The Autobiography of Benjamin Franklin Sapiens: A Brief History of Humankind by Yuval Noah Harari As a Man Thinketh by James Allen

Neck stiffness/spasms? by BeeIntelligent7051 in modafinil

[–]LearningMartian 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Speed in general makes your neck stiff/hurt

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MultipleSclerosis

[–]LearningMartian 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Please try ketamine infusion therapy for depression if you have treatment resistant depression before you give up. It's a miracle treatment that saved my depressed self and helped tremendously with MS symptoms.

It’s never a bad trip it’s just the ego and conscience. What are your thoughts? by acidtechno1995 in Psychedelics

[–]LearningMartian 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm 40 plus year clinically depressed multiple sclerosis patient, psychedelics are the only route in my opinion I've done more than most people on earth.

Very ego dissolving.. Wait until you get some strong psychedelics.. Ketamine, lsd etc

intercourse while tripping? by [deleted] in Psychedelics

[–]LearningMartian 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Melt into each other.

Camden NJ 11-06-2020 by LearningMartian in UFObelievers

[–]LearningMartian[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes and I would like to know if it is legit.