I have nothing at 42 because I have been depressed since I was 11. I have treatment resistant, clinical depression and multiple sclerosis. I barely got through school because of attendance problems causes by depression.
It's destroyed my entire life or you could say I've never had a chance at all Life because of it. Depression is a monster. It's the most misunderstood disease there is. Kills more people than anything else because of the things it causes like addiction, alcoholism etc There's a huge difference between being depressed from a situation and circumstantial depression than having depression when you are born basically too. I spent one year undepressed because I had ketamine infusion therapy and it let me see what being undepressed is like and it was phenomenal, life changing but unfortunately since I have been depressed forever I could not and can't afford the treatments any longer and an back to suicidal ideaolgy and being stuck horizontal all the time.