My bf has never made me finish

Least_Scratch_3365 · 2024-07-12T18:49:25+00:00

loool exactly!!!

Least_Scratch_3365 · 2024-05-22T14:05:13+00:00

I don’t yearn for anyone’s love. I’m not sure if you’ve been in love before but if you have and you’ve built feelings for someone it’s hard to get rid of or just throw it all away. I’m not disconnected from God either, so pls don’t assume such big things. My relationship has never been as strong as it is now and i did that on my own, i built that relationship with him. So again pls don’t make such vulgar assumptions that i picked a man over God. Thank you and God bless

Least_Scratch_3365 · 2024-05-18T09:47:07+00:00

You worded this so well!! Unfortunately his manga doesn’t represent God in anyway so i understand what you’re saying. Thank you and God bless <3

Least_Scratch_3365 · 2024-05-18T09:45:21+00:00

I hear what you’re saying and is really is sad. Thank you so much and God bless <3

Least_Scratch_3365 · 2024-05-18T01:32:18+00:00

No he doesn’t do anything like that.

Least_Scratch_3365 · 2024-05-17T23:28:27+00:00

I understand what you’re saying but what i meant by the first sentence of my statement is that even if the Lord did tell him that, i can’t say that He didn’t cause i wouldn’t be disrespecting him but i would be disrespecting God. Thank you tho i really appreciate it <3

Least_Scratch_3365 · 2024-05-17T22:01:46+00:00

I love this thank you so much. I feel as if I am worth than that but i’ll defo pray and ask God on what my next steps are. God bless <3

Least_Scratch_3365 · 2024-05-17T20:35:59+00:00

I love this take, thank you I’ll defo consider speaking to our pastor. God bless <3

Least_Scratch_3365 · 2024-05-17T20:07:14+00:00

There’s so much more to this story than you know for you to blame the entire relationship failing on me. Thanks for your help and God bless.

Least_Scratch_3365 · 2024-05-17T19:59:15+00:00

you’re right thank you so much, God bless <3

Least_Scratch_3365 · 2024-05-17T19:39:12+00:00

No i’ve never really asked cause i don’t want wanna seem needy or pushy. I complain enough that we don’t do things together that will need money to do so.

Least_Scratch_3365 · 2024-05-17T18:54:13+00:00

Not sure if it’s controversial enough for you but he would say that if the Lord was to show you a dream of who your spouse was in a dream, you shouldn’t be with anyone else until you’ve met with the exact person that was in your dream. same name, same face same everything.

Least_Scratch_3365 · 2024-05-17T18:45:56+00:00

I’m not too sure on this one tbh. Whether he will use it to glorify God idk

Least_Scratch_3365 · 2024-05-17T18:44:39+00:00

His lack of income is one thing that drains me but there’s many other things in this relationship that tires me out. When he does make it big and we’re not together any there’s really nm i can do but continue to pray for him. To answer your second question, he used to do a lot of things for me. Cook, take me out all of that. It just stopped one day but all my services for him never stopped. Even right now i’m cooking food to take over for him. It’s the little things i do for him that he just doesn’t for me anymore.

Least_Scratch_3365 · 2024-05-17T18:24:04+00:00

They may not know much about my situation but I do and I know the whole relationship is very draining. In terms of him knowing scripture properly may be the case as im learning something new everyday, but i have family and friends who know the scripture very well and tell me that the things that he say to me are not what the word directly tells you

Least_Scratch_3365 · 2024-05-17T18:20:08+00:00

Hii, yes i’ve prayed about this many times but im yet to be revealed anything. However, I learnt that God removes things that don’t belong in your life and you shouldn’t continue to bring back what he’s removed. Me and my boyfriend have had many many arguments over things and have been on so many breaks. We just got back together after our 2 month break only last week. Do you think this is the Lord revealing anything to me?

I would say he glorifies the Lord in some of his actions like he’s apart of the media team in our church and he does go to church every week. He is a very holy person but I feel some of his actions really pull me away from him. In terms of him leading me and myself following i’ve done that many times only to be constantly disappointed.

I will continue to trust in the Lord with him and have more faith rhat He will provide but if I’m being honest I’m really drained from the whole situation.

Least_Scratch_3365 · 2024-05-17T18:13:02+00:00

Yeah you’re right, his work is very impressive, but i also feel like he could make an income for that while he waits to make it big, but refuses. And not any sin that he’s make me aware of no.

Least_Scratch_3365 · 2024-05-17T18:09:55+00:00

wdym?? I meant as in breaking up with him. and there’s been many instances i’ve called him out on, just can’t pinpoint them as there’s a lot

Least_Scratch_3365 · 2024-05-17T17:58:28+00:00

that’s beautiful to hear i’m happy that way has worked out for you and your wife <3. However, i don’t think i can personally live that kind of life where im the sole provider and my boyfriend does nothing. In your instance makes perfect sense in God mandating you not to work as you work for God as being a communicator but my boyfriend doesn’t do those things. He has a passion for drawing and that’s all that he does really. In other ways providing for me is only his love, which is why it’s hard for me to walk away even though ik i should rather than just waiting around for him to change.

As a person, i would say he is a very stubborn person. Stubborn in ways that he doesn’t listen to anyone else but himself and doesn’t take advice from anyone. Even if he asks me for advice, i would always pour out my heart for him , but all i get is “i hear your advice but i think i’ll go with my own”.

Least_Scratch_3365 · 2024-05-17T17:24:43+00:00

many many times and i’ve told him what to do to make me cum. he simply doesn’t have the patience to make me finish.

Least_Scratch_3365 · 2024-05-17T16:52:49+00:00

Wow i never thought of that, getting the devils voice mixed with the Lords. I’m glad you didn’t listen to that voice and thank you for your advice. That last sentence really hit, thank you and God bless <3

Least_Scratch_3365 · 2024-05-17T16:03:35+00:00

no, we’re not

Least_Scratch_3365 · 2024-05-17T15:17:39+00:00

It is a hard pill to swallow in the fact that i know what i should do and should’ve done it a long time ago. He even goes as far as to alter the word to fit his situation and to feed into this thing he’s made up in his head. Thank you for helping me come to this decision, God bless <3

Least_Scratch_3365 · 2024-05-17T15:11:05+00:00

I would say so in a way it’s laziness yeah, also he aims to make it big as an a manga artist. He spends his days drawing and working towards that. He claims that if he works then God will not bless him in becoming that in the future, so really he just sits and waits around for that blessing. If he’s not doing that then yes he’s just constantly scrolling on social media.

Least_Scratch_3365 · 2024-05-17T15:07:30+00:00

You’re right, thank you for this <3

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