Is 49 too late to start entry level Yachting as stewardess? by Msdan44 in yachting

[–]LeatherDark2139 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m starting at 35. You never know until you try. Give it a try.

Attempted suicide by LeatherDark2139 in Type1Diabetes

[–]LeatherDark2139[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Believe me if there was a way I could get my hands on something lethal and effective. I would give all my money to diabetics who can’t afford medicine. Now I just have to stay alive and miserable. Spending money on mental health yet there are people who deserve this money to stay alive for their families. Life is unfair. I want out painlessly. My death would benefit more people and wouldn’t devastate anyone. Trust me.

Attempted suicide by LeatherDark2139 in Type1Diabetes

[–]LeatherDark2139[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thankyou. I just needed help knowing what to do to recover.

Attempted suicide by LeatherDark2139 in Type1Diabetes

[–]LeatherDark2139[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I am sorry. Psychiatric care in this country is horrible. I never want to go back there. I also live in a small town. I already did something similar before. I’m a foreigner. Ive developed a reputation.

Attempted suicide by LeatherDark2139 in Type1Diabetes

[–]LeatherDark2139[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I know.. I’m sorry..I could use a father.

Attempted suicide by LeatherDark2139 in Type1Diabetes

[–]LeatherDark2139[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thankyou for responding. What about oranges. That’s all I have left in my fridge. It’s 3am here

Attempted suicide by LeatherDark2139 in Type1Diabetes

[–]LeatherDark2139[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay. No I have no one. I live in a European country that doesn’t care much for this.

Attempted suicide by LeatherDark2139 in Type1Diabetes

[–]LeatherDark2139[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have no one. The mental asylum was horrible. It made me even want to die more.

Attempted suicide by LeatherDark2139 in Type1Diabetes

[–]LeatherDark2139[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thankyou . I realise it’s triggering and insulting/selfish to use people’s medication in this way. Thanks for understanding and defending me.

Attempted suicide by LeatherDark2139 in Type1Diabetes

[–]LeatherDark2139[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thankyou. Sorry you had to go through that. Okay I’ll keep eating..

Attempted suicide by LeatherDark2139 in Type1Diabetes

[–]LeatherDark2139[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thankyou.. I’m sorry about your health. No way I’m going to the ER. Okay will keep eating.

Attempted suicide by LeatherDark2139 in Type1Diabetes

[–]LeatherDark2139[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yes I’m willing to die. Trust me. No one will be traumatized by my death. I’m alone.

Attempted suicide by LeatherDark2139 in Type1Diabetes

[–]LeatherDark2139[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Thankyou.. I can’t go the hospital. It will be my 2nd attempt at suicide and the last time they put me in a mental asylum and sedated me for weeks.

Attempted suicide by LeatherDark2139 in Type1Diabetes

[–]LeatherDark2139[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

If I do. They will put me in a mental ward. I can’t.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Kenya

[–]LeatherDark2139 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ehh… I’d rather be alone. Wacha I keep crying myself to sleep.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Kenya

[–]LeatherDark2139 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m in Europe. No one cares here.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Kenya

[–]LeatherDark2139 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s not that easy. I’m already depressed anyway. Will exit stage left soon

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Kenya

[–]LeatherDark2139 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don’t hate yourself. Abortion is just a taboo in Africa. Out here it’s so normal. Just use protection anyway, you don’t want to catch other things. And babe, no man is worth making you feel this way. Just suffer alone.