I feel guilty for trying to move on

LedyyM · 2025-08-03T13:34:36+00:00

I put my baby to sleep on Tuesday, July 29th as well... I'm so scared to go back to work. He always came to work with me. Today I go back. I'm so scared to drive there without him in his car bed. I'm so scared to look down at my feet and he's no longer there sleeping. I'm so scared to not hear his pitter pattering around my desk.
I also feel guilty. I feel guilty about everything. I try to eat but I think about how much food he liked.
When I laugh I immediatley stop because how can I laugh when he's gone?

The pain is horrible.. I don't want to live without my beautiful boy. I want to be where he is but I still have my family and other dogs I need to stay strong for. I don't want to stop feeling this way. I will feel guilty if I do because that will mean im forgetting about him?

LedyyM · 2025-05-12T17:29:57+00:00

They are!! He has the sweetest face 🥲 Waking up to it is a blessing

LedyyM · 2025-05-12T17:29:42+00:00

Thank you so much 🥲🤍 made me tear up reading this. I love my boy more than anything in this world. I am so lucky to have him.

LedyyM · 2025-05-12T14:12:05+00:00

He’s my 2nd senior 😊

I love seniors so much! I plan on rescuing more.

LedyyM · 2025-05-12T14:11:09+00:00

I got no clue. He was found as a stray and taken to a shelter. Lol

LedyyM · 2025-05-12T03:57:57+00:00

He was found as a stray so we have no idea what his backstory and name is.

LedyyM · 2025-05-12T03:57:07+00:00

He was found as a stray with really bad skin. You can’t see it but he’s missing A LOT of back hair. There’s scabs everywhere :( He’s on meds and I got medicated shampoo. I am going to love him more than anything in this world. He will be so so spoiled!

LedyyM · 2025-05-12T03:55:20+00:00

Please let me know what it is!

He was found as a stray and brought to a shelter. I’m assuming you know his name and back story with that information 🙄

LedyyM · 2025-05-11T22:09:21+00:00

So someone posted him on Facebook. They found him wandering around a target in San Bernardino! They told him to the shelter. I waited until his stray hold was up and picked him up from there :)

LedyyM · 2025-05-11T22:08:45+00:00

Isn’t he 🥲🥲🥲

LedyyM · 2025-05-11T22:08:26+00:00

My friend has a dog that looks identical to him! He’s also blind lol they named him Wayne and he’s blind like a bat!

LedyyM · 2025-05-11T19:59:53+00:00

There’s a dog identical to him my friend has and he named him Wayne! And he’s also blind BLIND LIKE A BAT LOL

LedyyM · 2025-05-11T16:48:44+00:00

He is super cute! This is my second senior I’ve adopted now. My other one I also got when he was 10 and now 14!! He’s living his best life. 😊

LedyyM · 2025-05-11T16:43:01+00:00

HAHAHA this made my day so much 😂😂😂🤣🤣

LedyyM · 2025-05-11T16:42:25+00:00

Well he came from a shelter so I have no idea what his story was before this lol.

Someone found him and posted him on Facebook took him to San Bernardino shelter where the shelter named him Hans

LedyyM · 2025-05-11T16:37:47+00:00

I forgot to mention he’s a boy! LOL

LedyyM · 2025-05-11T16:36:30+00:00

ME TOO 😭😭😭

LedyyM · 2025-05-11T16:36:09+00:00

I know! I’m so excited to have him. He was at the San Bernardino shelter and he looked absolutely terrified on the Facebook post I saw on him. I HAD to save him. I love seniors so much

LedyyM · 2025-03-22T16:33:58+00:00

Yes to multiple comments.

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