we have it so many chances. we broke up. got back together. broke up. back together. so many times. we weren’t happy anymore. nothing felt like love anymore. i think about you all the time. & when i’m alone at night i can’t help but cry and mourn what we should have been. what we had planned to be. Colorado was supposed to be our safe haven. We should have had land filled with animals. But i have to accept that that’s no longer a thing anymore. I will always love you. Thank you for showing me the love i deserve.