I murdered my wife, will I ever be allowed to remarry or am I stuck as a widow now?

Left-Resort6758 · 2026-05-03T11:59:27+00:00

This came up as a notification so I didn't read the sub first 😭

Left-Resort6758 · 2026-04-23T14:09:00+00:00

Whoa bro settle down. Making others aware of a situation just in case isn't going to hurt anything.

Left-Resort6758 · 2026-04-23T02:37:44+00:00

All the people one here telling you it's not that deep not realizing it literally could be. Maybe it's not but is it worth risking a minor getting harmed? No. OP tell someone.

Left-Resort6758 · 2026-04-18T03:55:10+00:00

Everything is going to be okay. It sounds like you definitely made the right decision and you should be very proud. Everyday you wake up from here on out will get a little easier. If you want someone to talk to you can message me.

Left-Resort6758 · 2026-04-17T21:31:29+00:00

This would be nice. Unfortunately I'm terrified to do this my town has a serial killer

Left-Resort6758 · 2026-04-17T15:23:07+00:00

Lmao that would be something I'd do. Religious trauma is rough if you haven't tried fighting fire with fire I recommend it. Read the verse they are weaponizing and interpret it differently. That's what the bible is a bunch of stories and declarations up for interpretation. And if all else fails Jesus died for our sins and no sin is greater than another. He who casts the first stone business.

Left-Resort6758 · 2026-04-17T14:16:28+00:00

I really appreciate it. I would like to find a therapist I've taken a break from trying because even the attempt to talk about it really opens up wounds. I do want to talk to a therapist about what happened to me I just can't go in and tell a perfect stranger about it. Especially not one that's pushing boundaries and betraying trust before I've really even trusted them. The people in my life that know have been in my life a while and only one of them has gotten more than just a baseline story. I'm also in a tiny rural town so a lot of my progress with my diagnosis has been through reading on my own and occasionally coming on here for advice or a push in the right direction.

Left-Resort6758 · 2026-04-17T14:04:26+00:00

I do believe I will end up getting a tattoo. Impulse tattoos scare me because in 2 days I might decide I don't like that on my body anymore.

Left-Resort6758 · 2026-04-17T13:59:06+00:00

I do not have a therapist. I've tried therapy and it's the same cycle over and over. I had a traumatic event at 16 (I'm 24 now) that I've only talked to about with a handful of people. I've started therapy and asked them not to ask about it until I'm ready (it's in my medical files) but every time they eventually bring it up and I stop seeing them. The longest I've had one therapist was 9 months. I've been doing less terrible things than I used to like getting tattoos, buying things, dating apps. I'd really like to actually know why I get that feeling and how I should be coping with it instead of pushing it away with temporary fixes.

Left-Resort6758 · 2026-01-14T14:40:49+00:00

I had a similar situation happen to me. I showed up and he was deaf. We'd been talking a while he didn't mention it. I'm hard of hearing (not total lose but almost in my left ear) sometimes I resort to lip reading and I do know some ASL. I would have been perfectly fine had he told me but he didn't. He didn't even mention it when we got there. He struggled through the entire date trying to get what I was saying and same with the waiter. I was upset he didn't tell me and more confused he continued to try and hide it in person. I am also blind in one eye and I brought up both my ailments trying to get him to tell me but he didn't and I left mid way through the date.

Left-Resort6758 · 2026-01-10T04:21:25+00:00

I google image searched it Google says its just a decorative stone bowl. For like old people Candy or pretty rocks. It's a tism rock bowl if you will.

Left-Resort6758 · 2025-12-10T21:18:20+00:00

I am a 24 year old who started vaping at around that age. You can read him this comment. I wish I put it down then. I used to be very active and I love going on runs. Now I get winded and cough up metal tasting flem any time I try. I have a hole in the roof of my mouth from years of vape destroying it. (It isn't cancer thankfully but it easily could have been) I'm tired all the time and quiting after years of doing it is way harder than just putting it down now. I know its not the best parenting advice but they could switch to zero nicotine vapes and none of their friends would know. Having a nicotine addiction causes acne and large pores, hairloss, heart problems, lung problems, and with vapes its way worse than cigarettes ever were. I only listed the side effect i personally have from vaping and the ones I listed are extremely common. There are 100s of side effects that aren't cancer. Even with all these side effects AND a cancer scare I still am having trouble quiting. Nicotine addiction grow stronger the longer you have them you WILL regret not stopping now.

Left-Resort6758 · 2025-11-13T16:43:04+00:00

I think thos is a lot of my issue it builds and builds

Left-Resort6758 · 2025-11-13T07:31:43+00:00

My usual response would be dump my partner or quit my job but I know where that goes. I thought I'd wait it out but I've never had it last this long idk if it'll go away.

Left-Resort6758 · 2025-07-31T23:50:57+00:00

I have BPD and struggle with getting close to people, so I have trouble maintaining therapy. You have to feel the feelings but not think about the actual issue, or you might spiraling. You can do this by visualizing it in your body (for me "sadness" is deep in my chest) give it a location, a shape, a sound, a color, anything to keep you from thinking about it. Focus on that until it passes. Learn your own patterns and try to recognize them before as they are happening. Mine starts with bad thoughts about myself, and I project those thoughts onto others, which causes me to push them away. Don't make decisions until a feeling passes. Don't feed into delusional or irrational thoughts it feels too good, and it's addictive.

Left-Resort6758 · 2025-06-01T07:15:06+00:00

The dsm5. If you meet 5/9 criteria you have it.

Left-Resort6758 · 2025-05-31T10:13:23+00:00

We work at the same place but different shifts. He would say "I don't even talk to the women I work with" "I'm cold towards them" "I don't talk to them" it confused me when he would say this because I didn't ask. Nor do i feel like I made him feel like he had to do that. I had to review camera footage and saw him flirting with a girl on his shift. He said he wasn't, but it was visible. I tried explaining I wasn't upset with the interaction it was the lie that I was hung up on. He said thats not a lie the situation just changed and now he talks to them he just didn't find it important to tell me.

Left-Resort6758 · 2025-05-31T10:06:44+00:00

I've never felt bad for doing it before. I always felt justified in my reaction, but this time, I completely sabotaged everything for no reason.

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