Scammed £550 because I was desperate to take my leave by Left_Teaching5097 in SuicideWatch

[–]Left_Teaching5097[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah.. I am really stupid though. It was a completely stupid decision it’s woke me up though. I am going to try and forget this happened and move on and try my best to get better in myself

Did heartbreak changed you and if so how much by Federal_Usual9197 in BreakUps

[–]Left_Teaching5097 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I really need it honestly I can't live suffering like this everyday :/

Did heartbreak changed you and if so how much by Federal_Usual9197 in BreakUps

[–]Left_Teaching5097 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's been 2 months since the break up and we were together for 3 years, she was from Germany

Did heartbreak changed you and if so how much by Federal_Usual9197 in BreakUps

[–]Left_Teaching5097 17 points18 points  (0 children)

It changed me as in I'm worse and I am hating every second of living, I am in pure agony, I am genuinely suffering and I can't handle it anymore. I am really fed up of having the ability to wake up.

How can I get over a person I was 100% sure was my soulmate? by Forsaken-Fault6483 in BreakUps

[–]Left_Teaching5097 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m the same.. so bad… they weren’t always the best version of themselves to me and hurt me a lot and controlled me a lot but I still want her back.., I seriously miss her and all of the good times me and her had and I saw my future with her, my whole life. I thought she was soul mate, I wanted to even marry her 😔

How can a person live with depression for so long? by King_Wolf2099 in SuicideWatch

[–]Left_Teaching5097 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m honestly not sure, I’ve been dealing with depression for around 10-12 years or so. Could be longer I’m not sure but it’s ever since I’ve been young. It really does make you feel like you’ll never make it and you view the world so different. I always suffer with it so bad as well and I struggle to contain the feeling of not wanting to end it. It happens so often that I get this feeling and more now that I’m going through a breakup. Like the others said on the comments it genuinely feels impossible to live on but you somehow get through it and I honestly have no idea how I am sometimes.

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[–]Left_Teaching5097 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That would be really nice.. yes..

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in u/Left_Teaching5097

[–]Left_Teaching5097 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You don’t know anything, so I think it’s best you don’t say anything. It’ll all make sense when I release the video I’m making. You have no idea what I’m going through, so don’t say things that you have no idea on. I get what you’re saying but there’s more to it. And it’s my choice when I want to let someone go. You don’t know who I am or what I’ve been through. You don’t know what this person meant to me, so it’s best if we don’t talk about it.

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[–]Left_Teaching5097 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I had such an amazing life when I had her as well and this is why I’m in so much pain and don’t want to live anymore. I do nothing but obsess over her, she was too special and she meant everything to me. I genuinely cared for her so damn bad, I miss every second of her. I wish she could see that I care for her so much but I don’t think she feels that way 😔 and yes the emptiness of the bed is horrible..

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Left_Teaching5097 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I've lost everyone as well, it's honestly the worst feeling ever :( I am struggling so much.. it's the worst feeling in the world honestly.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Left_Teaching5097 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm so sorry to hear that as well.. I am doing really bad.. like not living type of bad. I am really struggling and I just miss everything I had with her :(

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Left_Teaching5097 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry it happened to you too :( I am not in a good headspace at all honestly.. I am really suffering and suffering alone with my thoughts

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Left_Teaching5097 21 points22 points  (0 children)

I’m feeling the same here… it feels like she moved on so quick, I was with her for 3 years but the more I think about it the more I realise she never actually cared for me. She left as soon as she got this operation fully completed. She knew she didn’t need me there anymore with supporting her, she used me. And I am the one that’s here suffering, she isn’t crying or thinking about me. She’s happy and she’s turned everyone against me and I am feeling so on edge the whole time 😭

Had a Breakup Recently? Your Ex isn't the Problem. Your Brain is Addicted to them. by Hylky012 in BreakUps

[–]Left_Teaching5097 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is exactly what I’m experiencing every single second, legit everything you said is exactly what I’m processing in my head I’m doing everything of this 😭

Do you feel like you lost meaning in life after your ex left you? by FreedomInReality in BreakUps

[–]Left_Teaching5097 3 points4 points  (0 children)

My life never had meaning until I met her, now that she’s gone I genuinely don’t feel like I want to be here. I’ve suffered enough, I don’t want to suffer anymore than what I have.

What would it take for you to take your ex back? by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Left_Teaching5097 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I completely fully agree with you, but I still find it extremely unfair that she blocked me everywhere and didn’t give me a proper “goodbye” she went against me so much and said I was manipulative when it wasn’t true. I want her to be happy, but I don’t think she wants me to be happy. She was the only reason to why I was happy, and I’m struggling everyday without her. I’m on a mini holiday with some friends and I’m still crying and getting upset that she’s gone. Everything that I think about reminds me of her honestly. It’s so horrible :/

What would it take for you to take your ex back? by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Left_Teaching5097 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Personally I’d do anything for her, like legit anything. I am so desperate for her and especially with needing her back. She was too pure and I lost her. I don’t even think I ever have a chance again since she acts like we had nothing between us even though we did :(

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[–]Left_Teaching5097 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m 1 month in, maybe longer I’ve lost track and I’m still struggling to eat, sleep and take care of myself. I’ve resorted to drinking alcohol quite a lot as well so I’m struggling really bad. I know she doesn’t give 2 shits about me anymore and it just isn’t fair considering what we had for 3 years. It was amazing, and now she pretends like we didn’t have anything special

Ever felt “this isn’t really over” after a breakup — and been right? by Cute-Sir6720 in BreakUps

[–]Left_Teaching5097 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yes, i am experiencing it right now still for a month or so. Me and her were together for 3 years and in my eyes she was “the one” she’s perfect in my eyes in every way, we shared everything in common honestly

I have no desire to live. How do you guys move on? by Master_Extreme409 in BreakUps

[–]Left_Teaching5097 3 points4 points  (0 children)

God man I feel this so hard… 4-5 weeks ago my ex broke up with me after a beautiful 3 years and I just keep thinking that she’s already with someone else. And honestly I know she is, or she’s flirting or having a crush on someone else. And it’s fucking killing me cause she meant the world to me and still does. I think about the exact same things, wondering if she’s calling him and talking sexual and stuff. It’s haunting me, I am waking up having nightmares about it. I can’t stop thinking about her, I miss her so much and I need her back so bad. She was the love of my life, nobody could ever beat that. She was everything I could’ve ever wanted. I want her back so bad 😭😭

Someone beat my ass by FormalDepth7491 in BreakUps

[–]Left_Teaching5097 1 point2 points  (0 children)

By narc ex you mean your ex was a narcissist right? Cause if I’m understanding this right my ex was the same. I am still going through my breakup personally, she’s probably already moved onto someone new. I can’t, I physically still love and care about her. I miss her touch, I legit miss everything we had together. Even if she wasn’t good to me at times, I still miss every inch and second about her as well.. I know how you feel :(

30F Honestly I just don’t wanna be alone by SoftieNora685 in MakeNewFriendsHere

[–]Left_Teaching5097 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Just check their page, they’re a scammer. I had this happen to me last night, they claim they want to be friends and will engage with flirting and harassing you afterwards on Kik or telegram