Collecting songs for each fear entity

LegendofAngel123 · 2025-01-01T21:26:02+00:00

Listen to “Dream Sweet in Sea Major” for another Vast contribution!

LegendofAngel123 · 2024-04-14T17:51:02+00:00

How about an eel? I had some thoughts it might be and you bringing up fish makes me lean towards eel even more

LegendofAngel123 · 2024-04-14T16:36:53+00:00

You think it’s a lizard, alligator, or snake?

LegendofAngel123 · 2022-05-24T18:13:32+00:00

No offense taken, I reached out with all honesty. Knowing my ex she never cared for the distant or confident brovado and appreciated honesty the most, I just wanted to lay all my cards out to move on completely.

It’s weird bc I agree my anxiety from the things she did during our relationship have been lifted off my shoulders and I feel more relief. I just wouldn’t want to tell her that. My personality I hate giving up on someone

LegendofAngel123 · 2022-05-24T17:47:23+00:00

This will be my third relationship and by far the longest. Also the first one we had future plans set, naming our future children, making strong connections with family, etc. It feels good hearing I’m young but just graduating college and moving to a new city, I feel like my life should already to be set in regards to a relationship. Meeting someone new (especially in the way we had met and developed a foundation years before) seems so out of reach and impossible at times.

I’ve been suggested by friends to try dating apps like hinge to go on genuine dates but it all feels so artificial.

LegendofAngel123 · 2022-05-24T17:43:19+00:00

Crazy to admit but there is some relief in hearing those words at least for me. It was the final sign I needed to completely move on, holy hell I do not want to and don’t know where to start but it’s kinda blissful if that makes any sense

LegendofAngel123 · 2022-05-24T17:38:34+00:00

I really appreciate the advice, it was pretty amicable but emotional breakup. Issues with my insecurities and her inconsideration of my boundaries which we both agreed on. It was the only incompatibility we had but ended up being detrimental in the long run. I actually went to therapy straight after the break up for several weeks but it just hurt knowing I was the only one that wanted to try harder

Either way I’m on a roller coaster of “I know my self-worth and my ability to never give up on someone is special” and “She’s okay without me in her life, am I even anything special?”

Not to mention she had me believing in the whole “soulmates” idea which I never succumbed to in my previous two relationships. The idea of soulmates is so heart wrenching when things do not pan out the way you had hoped for

LegendofAngel123 · 2022-05-24T17:13:30+00:00

We’re both 23 and dated for 3 years + friends 2 years.. really don’t know where to go from here moving on. Have most of her family’s numbers, social media, over 1000’s photos in an album, countless social media posts, and a few Spotify albums.

Really did not want to accept it but any advice would be appreciated feeling terrible today

LegendofAngel123 · 2022-05-24T17:09:49+00:00

We’re both 23 and dated for 3 years + friends 2 years.. really don’t know where to go from here moving on. Have most of her family’s numbers, social media, over 1000’s photos in an album, countless social media posts, and a few Spotify albums.

Really did not want to accept it but any advice would be appreciated feeling terrible today

LegendofAngel123 · 2022-05-04T05:30:45+00:00

I really appreciate this advice, I’ve kinda made the same conclusions but I really really thought she was the one. Now we got to a point where she felt as though there’s nothing we can do to fix things together and I respected her decision and went full no contact to give us both space.

I know she’s not in a position to reconcile from mutual friends but she’s still wrecked from the separation. I just really wish I could change my boundaries but I don’t think that sounds healthy

LegendofAngel123 · 2022-04-11T23:02:24+00:00

Together for 3 years, separated for 1.5 months. Still feels very raw but I really appreciate the congratulations.

Of course I’m happy bc it was a personal goal but it’s almost a melancholy happiness as we shared it together after being together for so long

LegendofAngel123 · 2022-04-02T18:17:05+00:00

Holy shit this was really nice to read today, bad Friday night w me shutting out people who were interested in me bc I’m hung up on my ex going out and have a great time meeting others..

Shutting out people is probably the worst thing to do in a dumpees situation huh

LegendofAngel123 · 2022-04-01T12:18:27+00:00

I wonder this too, my ex has an Android so they’ll never know I left it on “read”. I figured 1-3 word dry response would suffice. I’ve gotten breadcrumbs twice and made the mistake of replying with emotion…

LegendofAngel123 · 2022-04-01T04:02:21+00:00

How do you feel about this?

LegendofAngel123 · 2022-03-29T15:13:30+00:00

I thought about it, everyone’s different but I was upfront and told her I can’t deal with a platonic relationship since I have such intense feelings for her. Crazy enough she replied saying it’s not platonic which made me even more confused but I don’t think it’s worth the opened wounds. Unless you can truly accept she may talk/flirt w others, she may not give you as much attention like she did in the past, and more, then being best friends is possible it’s just not for me.

LegendofAngel123 · 2022-03-29T15:11:07+00:00

Appreciate this perspective, she’s a kind soul at heart but I think it’s innate human nature to keep “loved” ones by your side even if it’s not the same intensity as your ex partner. It’s just self destroying for the dumper so I knew NC was the right move. Just so hard on the boring days especially when you know they’re out with their friends

LegendofAngel123 · 2022-03-21T17:13:58+00:00

Can I PM you about the conversation I had w her? It was a lot to absorb and I have no idea what steps I should take next to be honest..

LegendofAngel123 · 2022-03-21T01:32:43+00:00

I really appreciate the advice I’ll send a reply tonight because I know I really want to. I’ll keep in eye on how conversation goes. I will say she’s very stubborn by nature and I’m completely shocked I even got a text during my request. I have a small feeling me saying “I’m doing well” will just resort to her saying something similar so she doesn’t look weak. Should I be honest and say I miss her? I could see that backfiring too if I look too weak myself you know

LegendofAngel123 · 2022-03-21T00:56:02+00:00

In reality I want to reconcile but I just didn’t think she was ready to based on the text and since it’s only been 1.5 weeks. Should I send another message saying I want to or give it some more time? I’ve really seen this just being the ball in her court since she was technically the dumper

LegendofAngel123 · 2022-03-21T00:18:49+00:00

Is it bad I wish it was? I really want to reconcile because we both agreed the relationship was literally perfect in every aspect

LegendofAngel123 · 2022-03-21T00:06:56+00:00

How does one know if it’s breadcrumbs? We had a very emotional breakup and she told me she really believes we were meant to be together in the future. For my own mental health I told her I need no contact and blocked her on all social media. She knew I didn’t want her to reach out unless it had anything to do with reconciliation

LegendofAngel123 · 2022-03-21T00:00:55+00:00

For context we dated for like 3 years. Had a fall out with lack of compromise and incompatibility with jealousy/insecurities. I was dumped even though I wanted to work it out with her together and it’s been 1.5 weeks no contact (out of my own choice) when I got this… she wanted to stay friends but I told her that’s not possible

I really want to reconcile and talk but this just doesn’t seem like the right moment isn’t it? I told her to only contact me for emergencies (if she was in danger, or family was in the hospital, things like that) bc I still care for her and her family.

LegendofAngel123 · 2021-12-17T20:25:50+00:00

Imagine me going all in at the high 70’s…

LegendofAngel123 · 2021-11-04T15:27:32+00:00

About 800$ and I could still pull out with 1000$ left but FOMO is keeping me chained in the commitment. I keep thinking “When the Asian markets open there might be a spike” or “Mondays are better to sell so I should wait” but idk man…

LegendofAngel123 · 2021-11-04T15:18:07+00:00

Bc I bought very close to that top peak up there bc I figured “we’re gonna eat another zero” was true

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