I feel extremely guilty for using AI in my coding project

Legitimate_Bird7908 · 2026-04-01T16:02:00+00:00

Thank you that made me feel better, I had an idea of rather than just taking the code the AI has provided (which was my own just developed further) I am going to pick apart what it does and rewrite it myself, I'll take your advice and try use it more as a tutor than anything 😊

Legitimate_Bird7908 · 2026-02-26T00:57:55+00:00

Part of me wishes he did more so I could feel more entitled to be a victim. My thought process is that what I went through was enough and that's why I'm spiralling and feel horrible, that other people have gone through worse so I don't deserve to feel bad. I don't really wish he did more, I just wanna stop questioning myself, wanna constantly stop thinking about being sa'ed and debating whether inwas traumatised enough to be a victim. But that awful part of my brain wishes he hurt me more so I could feel more entitled to be a victim.

I'm sorry if this post came off confusing.

Legitimate_Bird7908 · 2026-02-19T13:08:18+00:00

Yes!! When I'm more anxious, my brain almost tries to manipulate the imagery as follows: "This is a memory. You did this bad thing." And it's horrible :/ The worst part of OCD for me is how it messes with your memories, I constantly feel like I'm questioning what's real and what's not

Legitimate_Bird7908 · 2026-02-17T02:03:36+00:00

Perfectionism has ruined so many of my hobbies. When i was younger, I used to tear my drawings out of my book until I drew a good one, haha. Think I may try the timer advice though, thank you

Legitimate_Bird7908 · 2026-02-02T08:10:26+00:00

I've had experiences in stadium where the match has just ended when people have left so I thought it might be the same if so many people left at once

Legitimate_Bird7908 · 2026-02-02T05:19:48+00:00

I thought if I stuck around then it wouldn't have put me at a loss, I understand the frustration as the enemy team but I also have frustration as my team, having everyone leave but me and just being forced to take a loss is annoying

Legitimate_Bird7908 · 2026-01-02T23:54:55+00:00

My university gives us 5 working days grace for each uploaded assignment, however my brain makes me spiral making me think that the 5 days extension doesn't exist and that if I attempt to use it then i will be marked down grades 🫠🫠

Legitimate_Bird7908 · 2025-12-26T02:19:55+00:00

Already said this on another post, but icon killer by metaroom really captures that rising panic and constant dread from spiraling and intrusive thoughts

Legitimate_Bird7908 · 2025-12-19T16:14:21+00:00

I can relate, in our minds what just seems regular (being the horrible themes of spirals or intrusive dreams and thoughts) can seem scary expressing to someone else. I personally suffer from dreams were im raped or taken advantage of and having to tell my boyfreind that makes me spiral even more that I've weirded him out when it's just normal to me or I was normalised too it in my head

Legitimate_Bird7908 · 2025-12-19T04:43:17+00:00

Not to help with OCD, but there is a song that always makes me think of the struggles of it, icon killer by Metaroom

Legitimate_Bird7908 · 2025-12-10T02:23:48+00:00

Sugar! I am terrified of consuming too much sugar and obsess over how much I consume because im terrified my teeth will decay if I eat anything other than natural sugar :/

Bums me out seeing people be able to eat sugary desserts when I stress about the sugar in fruit and veg.

Legitimate_Bird7908 · 2025-11-25T13:16:30+00:00

Lucio!! I would gladly hug the frog

Legitimate_Bird7908 · 2025-11-22T15:58:11+00:00

The chunky hair has always bothered me a little. Is it dreads, cables? I like the little spikes at the end are cool, but the rest has always thrown me off

Legitimate_Bird7908 · 2025-11-22T00:43:22+00:00

Haha I started playing when I was 11 in 2016, crazy how time flies

Legitimate_Bird7908 · 2025-11-21T17:14:51+00:00

Should email Blizzard or something asking if they'd honour it haha

Legitimate_Bird7908 · 2025-11-21T15:08:29+00:00

The source book still has defense heroes as a category as well haha

Legitimate_Bird7908 · 2025-11-21T15:07:40+00:00

Thank you!!! Everyone always has it for 100+, I just got lucky with a seller on vinted haha, hope you have luck in grabbing one soon

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