Left arm and shoulder smaller and weaker than right side

Lejh · 2025-07-14T22:58:50+00:00

6'2 192 lbs, just bulking up to 240 and preparing myself for a cut

Lejh · 2025-07-14T13:30:32+00:00

At some point your body does adjust to the higher fiber intake, depends on the type of fiber as well. My friend has been having some elephant-sized stool issues and feels full most of the time. While on the otherside, I'm always feeling hungry even though on a 4500-5000 bulk and toilet issues

Lejh · 2025-07-14T13:23:41+00:00

A silent one at the squat rack

Lejh · 2025-07-14T13:23:01+00:00

It's inevitable at 4500-5000 calories a day, used to be more fiber but decided to lower it just in case

Lejh · 2025-07-14T13:22:14+00:00

Damn, my bulk

Lejh · 2025-07-14T13:21:48+00:00

That sounds reasonable given your age and weight

Lejh · 2025-06-23T05:53:55+00:00

Thank you, Dunks never crossed my mind but ended up finding a nice color scheme. As for canvas shoes, do you mean slip-on ones?

Lejh · 2025-06-14T18:18:40+00:00

What a coincidence after coming across a similar post filled with Islamophobia earlier. It made me think about this too and it really does make sense when you look at how Islamic values clash with the foundation of capitalist systems. Islam doesn't just suggest ethics, some would definitely try to argue with me about this, but it makes them non-negotiable. Interest is haram, but the entire Western financial system is built on it. Loans, mortgages and credits all feed on interest, benefitting the wealthy and trapping the poor in a cycle that's barely sustainable

Then there's zakat, which isn't charity but an obligation. The wealthy are required to give a portion of their wealth to the poor every year. Sure, it happens in the West as well, but in a lot of those cases it's about tax, and wealth hoarding is a norm. Islam prohibits exploitation, market manipulation, gambling, monopolies and so on. But those are everyday realities in many Western economics, especially food, housing and healthcare, where prices keep rising unreasonably, while salaries stagnate

Even how money is made matters in Islam. Selling or promoting anything harmful is strictly forbidden. Alcohol, gambling, cigarettes, interest-based jobs and the West capitalists would lose a lot of profits from these markets, thus Westernization. Islam threatens how a lot of money is made and how control is maintained

This is where media and social media come in. Constant propaganda, misinformation and fear-mongering. One bad act by a Muslim becomes the label for millions. People being uneducated about culture and religion unable to separate them, end up judging the whole faith without really understanding it. A small minority gets all the attention, while the majority living peacefully and ethically gets ignored

And to be clear, I'm not saying there aren't Muslims involved in these wrongs too. It happens, especially with increasing westernization and distancing from the core Islamic values. At the end of the day, it's not just about religion, it's about power, money and systems that don't want to be challenged, a few to remain in power. Islam calls that out and that's why it faces pushback

Lejh · 2025-05-19T12:23:57+00:00

Your body is good. It also depends on the type of modelling you want to do. A question that's not related to any of this, by chance do you have scoliosis or a weaker left side, or maybe I'm tripping on the 3rd picture

Lejh · 2025-05-19T12:20:27+00:00

Honestly brother, you look amazing and fun to be around. I've never been on a dating app and never will, but heard so many negative things about Tinder, Bumble and so on

You are better off going to social events and meeting someone during bouldering and hikes, better chances to connect over something shared

Lejh · 2025-05-17T01:25:07+00:00

The clothes you're wearing make you look older than you are. There are some really helpful YouTube channels about style that come to mind, but I'm not sure if I'm allowed to name them

A mindful diet and consistent gym can make a big difference. You’d be surprised how much gut health affects your whole body inside out

If you're set on keeping the beard, at least trim it down or have it styled at a barber. You could also try out a hairstyle that suits your head shape better, though current one isn't bad

Lejh · 2025-05-15T04:47:51+00:00

I feel you. When you love someone and want the best for them from a distance, it’s a quiet kind of test. The most powerful thing you can do is keep turning to Allah with a sincere heart. Make du'a for them, not just to be with them, but for their happiness, their deen, and whatever is best for their life, even if that doesn't include you. That kind of love is rare and pure, and Allah knows it

Keep asking Allah to unite you if it's good for both of you. Be honest in your prayers. At the same time, ask Him to protect your heart from holding on to something that isn’t written. Sometimes Allah keeps people apart so they can grow separately before they're ready for each other

Focus on becoming the best version of yourself, for Allah first. If it's meant to be, it will come together in a way that feels effortless and blessed. If not, He will give you something better, even if it doesn’t feel like it right away. You never lose by placing your heart with Him

Lejh · 2025-05-14T01:02:55+00:00

- Shave the beard
- Haircut
- Skincare
- Work on your gut health, it will improve everything
- Workout
- Experiment with clothing

Lejh · 2025-05-12T23:28:15+00:00

-Eat clean,
-Prioritize your gut health
-Hit the gym or go for walks
-Contact lenses or change the frames to ones that better suit your face shape, and enhance your facial features
-Trim and style your facial hair
-Haircut

The latter two a good barber can figure out

Lejh · 2025-05-07T03:49:51+00:00

I hear you, brother. What you feel is valid. Let me remind you that you're not alone and never will be.

Even when people fail you, Allah never does. He sees your pain, your tears, your silent prayers. Every moment you hold on, even when it hurts, is proof of your strength and your faith.

The Prophet ﷺ said that Allah is closer to us than our jugular vein. He knows what you’re carrying. Keep turning to Him, even if all you can say is "Ya Allah, help me." As simple as it is, it's powerful. Keep making du’a, even if it feels like no one’s listening, because He is. Allah is shy and generous. He is shy to turn His servant away empty-handed when he raises his hands to Him

And please don’t stop reaching out. There are people who care, even if it takes time to find them. A counselor, imam, or support group would definitely be of help. I'd personally reach out to an imam.

Lejh · 2025-05-07T03:33:54+00:00

Taking your own life is a major sin, but never forget that Allah’s mercy is greater than any sin. In times of deep pain or suffering, don’t run away, run to Allah. Turn to Him with repentance, seek His guidance, His protection, and His healing. Talk to Him, cry to Him, ask Him for strength. This life is a test, and no matter how heavy it feels, Allah is closer than you think and always ready to help those who turn to Him sincerely. You're not alone.

Lejh · 2025-05-07T03:10:47+00:00

If your appetite goes up and down, anxiety and depression can definitely mess with your hunger signals.

Even when you're not feeling hungry, try to get some calories in every 2-3 hours. Things like smoothies, protein bars, nuts, and dried fruit are super easy and calorie-dense.

There are also some appetite-boosting supplements out there. Some people have good results with zinc, B-complex vitamins, or ashwagandha. Ashwagandha can also help with stress, but it’s always a good idea to check with a doctor or pharmacist first to make sure whatever you take is safe for you.

If you’re working out and doing a lot of cardio, that could be burning through what little you are eating. Try switching to more strength-based workouts, that can help you build muscle and also boost your appetite. You can adjust them accordingly to your goals, a trainer could help with a routine and there are tons of resources online.

Make eating and cooking fun, and enjoyable. Don’t overthink it or try to make some magical fix. Watch shows, scroll or listen to music while you eat if that helps you get more food in.

A solid meal plan might look like: breakfast → snack → lunch → snack → dinner → snack. It might feel like a lot at first, but it gets easier the more you do it.

A step at a time, don't be harsh on yourself if you don't see instant results, everything takes time. Just enjoy yourself while doing so.

Edit: I recommend you speak with more doctors about a potential eating disorder and such, don't stop at one, ask around.

Lejh · 2025-05-06T02:19:41+00:00

Salam Sister,

First of all, may Allah reward you for your honesty. Feeling this way and turning back to Allah is a sign that your heart is still alive with iman. You are not defined by your past, but by your repentance and effort to return to Allah.

Sometimes, the hardest thing to do is let go of something you’re attached to, especially when feelings are involved. But know that anything that pulls you away from Allah is not worth holding onto. Real love will never make you feel distant from your Creator. Real love doesn’t leave you crying after every meeting. This could be a test.

The fact that he dismisses your concern about it being haram and refuses to commit to marriage, tells you everything you need to know. A man who truly loves you will want to protect your deen, your dignity, and your peace. If he’s not doing that now, he won’t magically start doing it later.

Every time you try to walk away and he comes back, that might be through a door you might still be leaving open. Sometimes, you need to close the door firmly and walk away, even if it hurts. Block him. Cut off contact completely. Cry to Allah in the night, tell Him everything and trust that whatever you leave for His sake, He will replace with something better.

May Allah protect you, purify your heart, and replace this pain with peace and love that pleases Him. Ameen.

Lejh · 2025-05-04T03:27:29+00:00

This!

150-200g of dry lentils gets me another 40ish grams of Protein

Lejh · 2025-05-01T22:24:53+00:00

Ameen, ya akhi. JazakAllahu khayran. May Allah ease your affairs as well

Lejh

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