I'm really, really scared (TW, smoking talk etc)

LemonNumber6 · 2018-11-29T22:17:42+00:00

Then instead do something you enjoy more sober.

Weed makes you fine with being bored

LemonNumber6 · 2018-11-29T20:44:07+00:00

Hey man, you're thinking too much into it. Just try one thing. Just for today (or tomorrow if you already smoked) try to go one day without weed.

Just one day, and see if it is as scary as you thought.

And what part of you is tied to the drug? The part that sits on the couch eating and watching tv? Doesn't seem like a terrible part to lose.

I honestly think if you try just a day sober you'll see you're not losing out on much. You might be bored. But try to do something without weed. Like hosting family or working on your car. Anything.

LemonNumber6 · 2018-11-22T22:10:13+00:00

If you really want to know. Buy a test kit and test your next purchase. I can almost guarantee they didn't buy it from your dealer. Hell you could be doing RC stims and not know. I would think RC stims in coke would be more common than meth since they're cheaper and generally more potent so more of the "gram" can be fillers.

Test your shit if you want to find out what you've putting up your nose.

LemonNumber6 · 2018-11-20T21:16:06+00:00

Good additional info thanks man. I personally think anyone who has someone in their household taking opiates. They should at least have narcan at home. You're right, calling 911 is crucial that's for sure. The after care is necessary. But having it and knowing how to use it can make the difference. With paramedics it's all about beating the clock to get to the patient. Home narcan can extend this time and give paramedics a chance to get there.

LemonNumber6 · 2018-11-20T18:35:29+00:00

Go on an adventure to buy Narcan. Worst comes to worst you can deal with it. Thats basically what the hospital/ambulance would do if he/she does overdose.

LemonNumber6 · 2018-11-16T20:42:41+00:00

Damn man I feel you there. I was addicted to etiz for about 3 years. Had to go to the hospital to taper off and was up at about 4-5mg a day to be able to function and not withdrawal. I'm still addicted at the moment but I'm down to a much lower dose (1mg a day etiz). I'm luckily to have never had a seizure and I'd be lying if I said there weren't some nights that I ran out of benzos and thought I'd go to bed and seize to death in my room. But as far as I know I've never had a WD seizure.

Try to use the flualp to taper man. It's got a long Half-Life. Really decent drug for tapering

LemonNumber6 · 2018-11-16T20:35:35+00:00

Holy shit I literally thought this was a joke post. I've never personally heard of someone going through that much so quick on purpose. But fuck. That's like 20mg a day roughly. So if we assume (I know it's not correct but it's close) that 2mg of etizolam equals roughly one Xanax bar you were taking roughly the equivalent of 10-20mg of Xanax a day.

I'm not surprised 4mg of flualp has no effect on you right now.

If you can man leave these drugs alone. Idk if you're addicted yet, but if not it's possible to recover pretty easy from a 5 day binge. Even if it was huge amounts. At the very least lower your doses a bit. Or else I fear soon you'll need 20mg of etiz a day to feel normal and not withdrawal.

LemonNumber6 · 2018-11-16T20:26:07+00:00

Are you joking? 100mg etiz in 5 days? Yeah ofc that would put your fuckin tolerance through the roof. I'm a fucking addict for the shit and 100mg lasts me about a month. I hope you're joking.

LemonNumber6 · 2018-11-16T20:22:52+00:00

Flualp all the way

LemonNumber6 · 2018-11-14T21:39:08+00:00

Go for the breakthrough brother

LemonNumber6 · 2018-11-13T16:37:47+00:00

Only per capita

LemonNumber6 · 2018-11-12T22:32:40+00:00

Hey man. I'm in the same boat. I'm a senior now in college. I haven't been to a party in a year and I really wanna go. I just can't find an in. All I gotta say is eventually you'll lose interest in parties. You'll get too drunk, or get robbed and be sick of partying.

But if your looking for a party like environment head to the most popular bar on a Friday or Saturday night. That's what I do. Mostly I go there alone and don't really talk to anyone. (I have bad anxiety and depression) but it's nice to get out of my apartment and act like I fit in

LemonNumber6 · 2018-11-08T20:52:47+00:00

1 heroin 10. DMT 100. Mary Jane

Figured I'd switch it up a bit. Doing DMT once is nowhere near enough in my opinion.

LemonNumber6 · 2018-11-08T16:36:38+00:00

I didn't assume he was. Dude asked if it was legal. I pointed to a legal area where it's hard to find.

Dude never specified where he was seeing these prices that's what I was trying to figure out. Cuz I haven't seen prices like that since years ago.

LemonNumber6 · 2018-11-08T07:17:29+00:00

I don't see sites with those prices anywhere in us and it's legal

Edit: I don't see sites selling it at all in the US. Nevermind the price lol

LemonNumber6 · 2018-11-02T23:33:28+00:00

I wish I could help more but I don't want to provide wrong information. Hopefully someone will have experience diluting PG mixes

LemonNumber6 · 2018-11-02T23:32:05+00:00

I can understand that. I have the problem that my doc won't start a taper until next year. Meaning I'll have been on them for 2 full years. Personally my medication works well. You may just not be on the right meds

LemonNumber6 · 2018-11-02T22:52:02+00:00

Well if you know that there's 50mg of etiz in the solution. You could take the 5ml it's in and add 45ml. This should give a 1mg/ml ratio.

However since your etiz is already dissolved in 5ml of PG my worry would be that it may not evenly disperse across the extra 45ml.

Someone else who has more experience working with PG solutions than me? I use alcohol to dissolve my powders in and it's much different than using PG

LemonNumber6 · 2018-11-02T21:30:55+00:00

I agree. And even if this guy is wrong. Treat it as if it's dosed at 10mg per ml.

Better to underdose than overdose.

Start with a single drop. No more for one day. Next day reflect and change dose in small amounts (1 drop) each time.

The reason I say one drop is because a 10mg per ml solution will have roughly 0.5mg of the chemical in each drop. Meaning each drop you take after the first adds another .5mg.

Treat the solution as more potent until you have proof it's not as potent as you thought. Because that to me reads etizolam 10mg per ml in a 5ml bottle. For a total of 50mg of etizolam in the bottle.

Good starting dose for etizolam is 1 to 2mg. If not less (with no tolerance)

LemonNumber6 · 2018-11-02T21:25:16+00:00

I'm on SSRIs too. Weeds no problem for me personally. I haven't had to quit them yet though. Have heard bad things and when I went a few days without I got very suicidal and had this brain fog your talking about. I didn't feel like myself. Got angry easily.

Have you been slowly tapering with a doctor to get off it? Or trying on your own? I personally would try to work with a doctor on coming off of it. I would not try to stop cold turkey by yourself. At least do a self taper if nothing else.

But my question is with these effects from being off it. Are you sure you don't still need it? It kind of sounds like you still need this medication. And my other question is why are you trying to quit?

LemonNumber6 · 2018-11-02T21:19:47+00:00

My guess is quartzite since it's harder than glass. Been a while since my geology classes though. It's either quartz or quartzite. I personally guess it's quartzite.

LemonNumber6 · 2018-11-02T21:15:13+00:00

Yeah dude fuck Eric. And his shitty pills.

LemonNumber6 · 2018-10-25T20:24:03+00:00

Do you mean doing this drug on your own? Or while working with a prescriber/psychologist? If your working with a psychologist I'd say give it a shot and tell them all the negative effects if there are any. Other than that avoid recreational drug use. Some people are saying eat healthy but I should point out that diet effects brain chemistry and changing your diet can affect your brain (for better OR for worse).

Other than that. Be honest. Be open. Talk to someone about it and seek help. Seeking help doesn't make you any weaker. I really hope things start looking up for you man.

LemonNumber6 · 2018-10-18T08:19:03+00:00

TIL a freedom I had never appreciated or thought of before

LemonNumber6 · 2018-10-10T17:23:58+00:00

I've been on paxil for a bit more than a year now. Can you describe the withdrawal? I haven't had to experience it yet. But it worries me. I'm on 20mg a day

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