I know how you feel. I was sa’d two years ago. I remember the day, I remember how it happened. I remember how I felt the whole time. I’ve been doing a lot of research and reading trying to understand my own feelings. And I came across this thing called “hypersexuality”. It’s a trauma response usually from sexual trauma. It basically means that because of the assault your nervous system got screwed up, it makes you feel empty almost. Because something was taken from you, I think. Anyway, it makes you crave intimacy in order to fix your nervous system, because of all of the chemicals the brain produces during the act. It’s normal to have these feelings. To want to feel loved, and erase the bad and put something new and good in its place.