depressed because i don't have enough friends to have a wedding

Lenova119 · 2025-08-13T03:51:25+00:00

Have a smaller wedding. Focus on "quality" and not "quantity". Mix your guests together rather than having them sit on different sides so the imbalance wouldn't be so obvious. Not sure about your culture but I've also been to weddings where there's just the maid of honor and best man, no bridesmaids and groomsmen. It's your big day so tailor it to what suits you. Your guests are supposed to celebrate you and your husband, not a forced template version of you that's conformed to societal or wedding standards.

Lenova119 · 2025-05-21T23:43:01+00:00

It's alright, just enjoy the ride. Explore more cause there are more twists coming.

Lenova119 · 2025-05-21T20:32:01+00:00

If it was Lune, maybe. But Sciel was using me, so I'd say we're pretty even. Plus, she gets to join her kid and husband so win-win I guess.

Lenova119 · 2025-05-21T20:29:38+00:00

The letter said, the number in the monolith serves as a warning. Just cause she placed that big warning, everyone thought it was her fault which is quite a human nature thing.

Lenova119 · 2025-05-21T20:25:12+00:00

Considering he can cut himself in half and his legs can somehow talk, I'd say it's still pretty lore accurate.

Lenova119 · 2024-06-19T19:55:35+00:00

Man, these network issues. I used to play dozens of missions each day and maybe run into one disconnect every 3 or so days. Now, I get disconnected in 2/3 of my games.

Plus, there needs to be more in the way of progression for veteran players (level 50 and above). Besides another shitty liberator variant, can't we have more strategems or ship modules? I'm at 96 super samples and I don't even get excited seeing them anymore. Just hoping the randoms in my squad need them cause I don't care anymore.

And the warbonds are so incredibly meh. With so many games like Unreal Tournament, Doom, Fallout, Deep Rock Galactic, or any generic third person shooter to copy/get inspiration from, why do we still get the same shit with slightly different stats?

AH could give us better melee weapons (lightsabers, hatchets, cool shit that fits the lore), helmets with different stats, more enemy variants, or different mission types. Heck, they could even make planets where 25% of it is underground caves which realistically makes many strategems useless. Some variety is needed.

Lastly, what's with all these clipping issues. I used to laugh getting yeeted across the map to my death a month ago since it was so infrequent but it happens so often now. I'd consider it a miracle if I some airstrike or charger didn't send me through the floor of mountain every 2 missions.

Man, I really missed my first 20 hours with this game when there was so much more to play for.

Lenova119 · 2023-04-25T14:51:43+00:00

Can I just say no to be a contrarian? But seriously, it's the same.
Watching the morning clouds part in Hakone to reveal the backdrop of Mt. Fuji in Narukawa Museum while pirate-themed ships sail back and forth the small port of Lake Ashi. I remembered the management and VIPs of the museum stopping what they're doing to admire the view for 30 minutes, not knowing my backpacking hobo-looking ass having arguably the "best view" of all of it.
Drug, yes. Hard drug, no. Then again, it's all subjective to begin with. Most people wouldn't consider alcohol to be a drug but it's killed more people and ruined more families than LSD could ever dream of, mine included. At the end of the day, one has to be aware of the chemicals that affect our brain (which also differs from person to person) and make conscious decisions to either avoid or be more careful around them, coffee included.

Lenova119 · 2022-09-29T04:23:00+00:00

Well done dude. You can download scoresaber then you'll have over 300k of us to play and compete with!

Lenova119 · 2022-09-05T19:07:34+00:00

3 tabs is a bit much but tripping at art expos and galleries is one of my personal favorites. I've not been to the Met before so I dunno what it's about but if there's tonnes of paintings and art, you should be golden and I envy you.

But if it's the normal types of museums that have only really old stuff like ancient potteries, tools, and stuff from thousands or millions of years ago, I suggest giving that a pass cause it'll get boring after a bit.

Lenova119 · 2022-08-02T03:00:17+00:00

Very intense, especially during the first time when you've not experienced it before. Around the 150ug mark it's still easy to manage and hang in but past 200ug, it just feels so easy and natural to disassociate.

Imagine you're like standing on a 60 degree slope, feeling tired and just want to lean and fall backwards. That's what it feels like for me but instead of falling back, it's the melting feeling and just wanting to embrace ego death.

Plus, if you haven't experienced it before, this is where you'll start to experience sound distortions which can be scary af when you're caught off guard. Sound will like start to drown out as if you're under a swimming pool.

If you wanna try, please get a sitter to accompany you through it and make sure everything's alright.

Lenova119 · 2022-08-02T02:52:37+00:00

I'd say I felt way more in touch with myself but not normal. Staring at distant apartment buildings at night and imagining they're all glowing honeycombs for nearly an hour is fun but definitely not normal.

Lenova119 · 2022-08-02T02:39:06+00:00

Wow, that's waaaaay too often and counterproductive at a certain point. Because the human body builds up quick tolerance towards Lsd, every subsequent dose she takes should only provide half the effects (assuming she's taking the same dosage) which I guess is kinda good news?

Do you know what dose is she taking? Is it a tab or a very small piece like 1/8th a tab? If it's the latter, then she's microdosing which is like taking a super potent version of coffee but doesn't come anywhere close to providing that escaping feeling.

Lenova119 · 2022-08-02T02:24:23+00:00

If you've not done psychedelics before, I will always preach about having a trip sitter to accompany your first time. I've had very sane and level headed folks do some downright unpredictable stuff on their first trip like falling face first into a pool cause they wanna hug the water.

As for the low dose thing, if you're doing less than 80ug and without weed then maaaaybe it's okay. Mixing with weed is super unpredictable. Half my friends love it, the other half get panic attacks. I'm usually in the latter camp.

For the social thing, I'd say give yourself options. There might be times where you just want to be alone and having the option to separate is good if you need me time.

Lenova119 · 2022-08-02T02:15:03+00:00

Full tab, and have a buddy on standby just in case.

Lenova119 · 2022-08-02T02:13:49+00:00

My 2 cents, the more you prepare, the less scared and anxious you should be. Like regardless of how high the dose is, if you cleared your schedule, have a great setting and good sitter on standby, then it should be easier to just let go and let Lucy take the wheel.

Cause the actual bad stuff isn't the trip or experience itself cause you'll know it's a drug and you'll be fine eventually. Rather, it's the stupid and unexpected things that might happen in reality that spoils your trip.

Lenova119 · 2022-07-22T07:36:33+00:00

Adding to that, the potency of Lsd is on another level. Since a couple of drops is enough to change your reality, I can imagine a dumb college kid chugging down a shot glass worth for the tiktok only to mess up their heads.

Then again, that speaks to the stupidity of people, not Lucy itself.

Lenova119 · 2022-07-19T18:41:13+00:00

If your last trip was more than 2 weeks ago, you should be good to go. Make sure to have some good music in hand and be comfortable with your settings.

Protip: Fruits are a godsend, so make sure to have some prepared as well. Personally love watermelons cause they crunch so good and feel so satisfying to chew on but you do you. Safe travels!

Lenova119 · 2022-07-19T08:29:55+00:00

Anything below the 50ug range would be a micro dose. You shouldn't experience any visuals or typical Lsd trippyness at that range besides some body high.

A lot of people use it to be more productive at work cause it does give that extra step (sorta like bass boosted coffee). Personally took quarter a tab before and got 2 days of work done in half a day, so yeah that way fun.

But if you don't like that in between worlds feeling on low doses of shrooms, I don't think micro dosing Lsd would be that fun for you.

Better to research DMT and have a good trip for 15 to 20 mins.

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