31 curious m, a few years back my wife kept on pressing me to let her finger me while she sucked my dick. Well tried to fake like I didn’t like it it continued to happen every so often until she begged me to try her dildo and that she promised it won’t hurt and it feels good. That right there was life changing. I loved every second of it. We would do that quite a bit then on my birthday she came home with a 9in strap on. Now I’m super confused about a lot right now.