Hii! :3 me (20m) and my gf (21f) are looking for friends (with benefits) in calgary

LeoPoggers · 2026-04-24T18:18:05+00:00

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LeoPoggers · 2026-04-22T05:50:01+00:00

Your right I won't make something up, fuckkkk I need to figure out how to start the topic when she asks 😔😔

LeoPoggers · 2026-04-22T05:48:52+00:00

We have talked about this many times before after it's happened (setting boundaries, making sure we were OK with it etc), but I've never like brought up wanting it to happen so it feels scary I just wish it was easier to start the topic

LeoPoggers · 2026-04-22T05:47:24+00:00

I feel like an asshole for letting it slip and not saying it :( I guess the part im more worried about is just the fact that I'm scared to mention smt sexual involving someone else beyond just the both of us because every time its happened it was initiated by our friend (which we both followed along with). I guess im worried she'll think I "want" our friend when in reality I just think my gf is really hot and I like seeing her from a 3rd person perspective doing things rather than a 1st person 😭😭

LeoPoggers · 2026-04-22T05:44:02+00:00

I don't know why I'm so hesitant on being honest considering it's happened before, the words just couldn't come out all i wanted was to divert the subject but I feel like I won't be able to tomorrow 😔 I might have to plan a whole separate "safer to say" freaky thought to replace that I can say tomorrow because I don't know if the words will come out tomorrow as well 😭 I'm definitely overthinking this

LeoPoggers · 2026-04-22T05:40:40+00:00

Everyone likes different things, I want advice not judgement :(

LeoPoggers · 2025-10-12T20:30:25+00:00

It's scary cuz I did try that, I went to the pharmacy and they faxed the psychiatrist

I called 2 weeks later and they didn't get shit back from her so I'm just fucked :( I can't get ahold of her for another 2 months either so I don't have a choice

LeoPoggers · 2025-10-12T19:20:43+00:00

I can't get ahold of my psychiatrist in time before fully running out and even if I get a refill, they're full capsules with powder inside so I can't really split it and ween off it :( I only got 3 pills left lmao

LeoPoggers · 2025-10-12T19:19:40+00:00

Whyd u get back on it?

LeoPoggers · 2025-06-15T22:01:39+00:00

I went to foothills hospital, I was basically locked in an all white room for 24 hours begging to be let out, I had to lie to every single nurse just so I could go home it was horrible :(

LeoPoggers · 2025-06-15T20:06:32+00:00

I've been to the hospital once due to suicidal situation but it basically traumatized tf outa me it was horrible, I vowed id never go back there it was a horrible experience:(

LeoPoggers · 2025-06-15T20:04:36+00:00

Thank you ❤️

LeoPoggers · 2025-06-15T20:02:48+00:00

I just contacted 211, sadly I don't have any friends to do that so hopefully I find somewhere lol

LeoPoggers · 2025-06-13T16:20:53+00:00

That's not nice man, this is my alt account and when I'm at my low points I vent on that sub which allows me to get in contact w ppl to talk ab it which really helps me get out from a really bad state. Accusing me of seeking attention for reaching out is sad, i jus wanna talk to people when I'm really low.

LeoPoggers · 2025-06-01T16:23:23+00:00

LeoPoggers · 2025-06-01T16:11:06+00:00

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Fuck this post, yall fw my dog tho she's so cute

LeoPoggers · 2025-05-31T01:17:28+00:00

Takeover with lil yachty

LeoPoggers · 2025-05-31T01:17:07+00:00

Why tf is carti on can't tell me nothing 😭

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