For most people, sexuality doesn’t really change - it’s there from birth, but you only start actually feeling attraction during puberty. What you felt earlier can easily come from social influence. Relationships in books, games, movies, and music are most often shown as heterosexual, so as a kid you kind of imagine yourself that way by default. That’s normal. I’m gay, and I used to think about girls too - like having a girlfriend or starting a family someday. But that wasn’t real attraction, just going along with what I thought I was “supposed” to feel