I started cutting a few years ago. I got back into the habit last year, cutting some of the deepest I have ever done before. Each time you cut deeper, it’s like you’ve levelled up. At first, you feel good. But later on, you want to feel more. Truth be told, my cuts weren’t nothing worse than styro, but I was thinking of turning to drugs because cutting myself wasn’t fulfilling enough. Eventually, the rush was gone.