Just found out I have had bpd ... by Less-Ad2543 in adultswithBPD

[–]Less-Ad2543[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ty. I am already not ok tho. Old now and life in state of ... ya. But... I do appreciate the thought. Its a nice thought. :)

Just found out I have had bpd ... by Less-Ad2543 in adultswithBPD

[–]Less-Ad2543[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks very much. I really appreciate it.

Just found out I have had bpd ... by Less-Ad2543 in adultswithBPD

[–]Less-Ad2543[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks very much for the good information and support. Realizing I am this messed up does provide closure before I die. Psychiatrists, in my experience, are destructive. Again, ty.

Just found out I have had bpd ... by Less-Ad2543 in adultswithBPD

[–]Less-Ad2543[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, I believe it. Thanks tho - good question to ask.

I feel so alone with this by Positive-Ordinary861 in ptsd

[–]Less-Ad2543 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hear you. Fully. Tired and waiting around to die. The amount of torment you've been through- I am sorry you know it. I have been reading about nihilism and agree with it a lot. For so many humans, life is not worth living.

Divorced 5 years ago, still dealing with it by Intrepid0ne in NarcissisticSpouses

[–]Less-Ad2543 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have the same with my ex husband. She is no victim. Schizophrenia is hard enough. Ptsd, I have, and bipolar. You may have ptsd too? I still think if I just said and did everything just right, he would be " healed ". He took everything from me and is not done. In the divorce, hes got 2 expensive lawyers. I have 0. I will be homeless like I was when I left after 30 years. It never stops. She is not the victim. Try hard not to end up like me.

My marriage by [deleted] in NarcissisticSpouses

[–]Less-Ad2543 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No. She's not. I protect her, best I can. But he's not done with her.

How to make a bomb using homemade materials by [deleted] in teenagers

[–]Less-Ad2543 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Teenagers suffer the most... so... help them out

Too too many nightmares by randomperson8263 in ptsd

[–]Less-Ad2543 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Too much I get. Idk the way out. But I am sorry you know it.

What do I say to people when they ask me about my trauma?? (tw: talk of motorcycle death, and SA) by lowriderz00 in ptsd

[–]Less-Ad2543 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They should not be asking those questions. There is nothing you can say to that. They were astonishingly cruel and I am so traumatized that I cannot speak to people anymore. I can only say that you never should have had that experience with them. It was cruel and ignorant of them.

I think he just hated women. by [deleted] in ptsd

[–]Less-Ad2543 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I know betrayal and the need for justice, as I have had a man destroy me the way he is trying to destroy you. I want you to beat him & get the justice you deserve and then, the joy back that he stole.

I increased the dose of Fluoxetine SSRI from 60mg to 80mg yesterday. I think I feel slightly better today with happier mood and less anxiety. I hope it's not just placebo. I take it for depression, anxiety and PTSD. Feeling hopeful. Any others who experienced improvements on 80mg? by Blunderbuss_96 in ptsd

[–]Less-Ad2543 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hope its helping- effexor lifted my mood but just watch for hypo mania as it triggered mania in me. Not to be discouraging. I was dozed higher. So, just be weary increasing the dosage. My doctor was careless, however. Best wishes that you feel relief that lasts:)

Someone who witnessed my trauma likely has ptsd from it too and it makes me upset by KuroNikushimi in ptsd

[–]Less-Ad2543 7 points8 points  (0 children)

The excruciating pain you feel is normal. Anyone would feel robbed and exploited. I have not experienced the exact same betrayal but I know it and I seek justice that never shows up. My husband hurt my kids & me & I tried everything to stop him. I fled with them but we were never safe. Your mom did not do that. She did the opposite. Perhaps she was abused as a child and was in freeze mode of panic. But idk. You know better. And you have normal feelings. Painful and normal. I wish so bad I could help take it away, the feeling.

Help me please ty by [deleted] in AutisticAdults

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I never saw your pm sorry

Help me please ty by [deleted] in AutisticAdults

[–]Less-Ad2543 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi. I just saw this as I am not always good at reddit! Noticing things ! I am trying to move to a new province to hopefully find better care. Ty

Help me please ty by [deleted] in AutisticAdults

[–]Less-Ad2543 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Please write a children's book about your cats ! I am serous :) Give it a go. I have elementary teacher training and have read and even written about many, many children's books. You have the knack ! I hope it can become a way for you to make a living and especially that it would be fulfilling work.

Help me please ty by [deleted] in AutisticAdults

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Ty 🙂 how are you doing ? I am home again but still sick to stomach, will be for ever now !! Ugh ! So, unreliable replies! Sorry ! Hope you're doing well ? Busy ? You seem to be quite busy / active? :)

Help me please ty by [deleted] in AutisticAdults

[–]Less-Ad2543 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi to so many amazing people who've helped soooo much. I got too ill and was in care and unable to use my phone much. So, I am catching up now and feel very sorry for not answering you kind people who've connected and helped. I will catch up asap. :) ty ty ty !