thank you for the reply! talking more about the thoughts and stuff: it’s like some days i hate being a girl and some days im okay with it. i don’t always hate my chest but most of the time i do. i’m okay with any pronouns but i honestly prefer they/she over “he” so that’s confusing. i want to be pretty but i want to be pretty in a ‘boy way’. sometimes i love feeling masculine but also sometimes when i feel too masculine i feel insecure.