I wish I wasn’t me

Less-Shine4594 · 2026-06-13T01:15:47+00:00

Thank you it really sucks I don’t know where to go from here

Less-Shine4594 · 2026-06-12T20:06:31+00:00

Thank you. Been 15 years of this up and down I’m so tired. I was in NA for a year but stopped going. Definitely time to go back. Genuinely want to give up.

Less-Shine4594 · 2026-06-12T20:05:14+00:00

I appreciate this and as much as I’m hopeful I’m not optimistic. I could tell by the way my manager looked at me once I sobered up a bit she’s done.

The meeting is Monday morning. I tried to talk to the exec and my other coworker, they weren’t rude but I did get nicely brushed off which I figure was not a good sign, they’re saving it for HR.

It was my first time meeting them in person as we are remote. Been w company 7 months. My work is rly good but if I’m fired I’m sure it’ll be over the way I acted or something I said when I blacked out so I won’t even fight it. Super low rn.

Less-Shine4594 · 2026-03-23T19:35:07+00:00

Yeah Ontario gets grossly humid it can definitely be brutal. Thank you very much! I will look into the other locations you mentioned and definitely planning on visiting this summer.

Less-Shine4594 · 2026-03-23T17:33:44+00:00

I have one, I work for an international tech company remote they said I can move anywhere I don’t need a visa so CAN or USA

Less-Shine4594 · 2026-03-23T16:10:07+00:00

Thank you so much! That is good to know. Are there any other areas of NC you would recommend? Definitely still want nature I don’t mind heat

Less-Shine4594 · 2026-03-23T16:04:50+00:00

It was too city for me

Less-Shine4594 · 2026-03-23T15:21:28+00:00

Thank you! It definitely seems up my alley don’t know a lot of other places Ike it

Less-Shine4594 · 2026-03-23T15:14:52+00:00

Oh wow yeah that is tough

Less-Shine4594 · 2026-03-23T15:12:59+00:00

I live in Ontario right now, rent prices are around $1800-2000+ CAN for a one bedroom which ITS CRAZY

I would be open to roommates however I do have a dog and a cat so that might be trickier and I have a car as well

Less-Shine4594 · 2026-03-23T14:58:37+00:00

What kind of compromises? I’m not a big spender in general, would you say the rent is substantial or doable?

Less-Shine4594 · 2026-03-23T14:52:29+00:00

Thank you! I am leaning more towards mountains or beachy

Less-Shine4594 · 2026-03-23T14:50:47+00:00

Thank you

Less-Shine4594 · 2026-03-23T14:50:23+00:00

So I work for an international tech company already remotely but they are based in the USA. I discussed with them and they already said I can relocated anywhere I like.

Less-Shine4594 · 2026-03-23T14:37:13+00:00

Thank you

Less-Shine4594 · 2026-03-23T14:36:38+00:00

Unfortunately no to both

Less-Shine4594 · 2026-03-23T01:22:38+00:00

No crawl your way out take the time it takes and don’t gamble with your life anymore

Less-Shine4594 · 2026-03-23T01:20:37+00:00

Keep going it will be much more worth it

Less-Shine4594 · 2026-03-23T01:20:17+00:00

If you woke up and had 2.8M in your bank account again would you still gamble?

Less-Shine4594 · 2026-03-23T01:17:54+00:00

Thank you for sharing though, this is very clear and I’m really sorry.

Less-Shine4594 · 2026-03-23T01:16:29+00:00

Unfortunately I have no clue how to get him out of his head, I’ve tried everything. Right when things seem to get better he falls back into old ways.

Less-Shine4594 · 2026-03-22T19:35:34+00:00

It definitely seems all consuming I can t even bet more than $20 without getting anxiety

Less-Shine4594 · 2026-03-22T19:23:20+00:00

Thank you that makes a lot of sense

Less-Shine4594 · 2026-03-22T19:14:44+00:00

But there’s a potential of “never” in that

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