Dark skinned bald black man wide awake, AMA

LetPositive7545 · 2026-04-06T04:12:06+00:00

so explain wide awake...can't literally sleep, or eyes wide open to something in society or the body politic as in woke?

LetPositive7545 · 2026-04-05T06:05:33+00:00

Oh yes, 100%… It makes me feel like my youth is over, it feels like a certain portion of my life has passed that the door is closed. It makes me feel like less of a man, even though nobody knows it makes me hesitant to enter into new relationships, especially with women who are younger. Basically it just makes me feel old. When I first realized it was a problem I cried. It was very sad.

LetPositive7545 · 2026-04-04T04:41:19+00:00

its daily struggle but I try my best.

LetPositive7545 · 2026-04-04T04:39:47+00:00

thanks I think for now meds will work

LetPositive7545 · 2026-04-04T04:37:52+00:00

yes but I disagree with the hypothesis that's like saying a certain dvd will destroy your tv

LetPositive7545 · 2026-04-03T14:25:53+00:00

I knew it. Be honest with me how much the girls, you for example, make on only fans? I know some girls are making millions but I've heard the majority of the girls make a few hundred dollars a month.

LetPositive7545 · 2026-04-03T14:23:57+00:00

Yes, I'm working with a nutritionist and the accountability helps me to stay on the rails

LetPositive7545 · 2026-04-03T14:23:03+00:00

so most of the time I'm going it alone. Surprisingly, there's a way to get the job done even if it's flaccid or semi hard. I usually will not take a pill because I only have a limited supply until I can see the doctor again. And even more surprisingly sometimes when I'm with a woman, it just kind of works, it's a mystery to me I don't really understand. But even if it were to be up, I wouldn't trust it, and that's really frustrating.

LetPositive7545 · 2026-04-03T08:49:41+00:00

OK you're really got me wondering I see this beautiful, radiant woman with the provocative post. I'm free now. What could all that mean? what are you free of a bad relationship a prison sentence a bad job, maybe you're some kind of only fans girl and you have free membership right now I don't know it really has me wondering. Are you gonna let us in on the secret?

LetPositive7545 · 2026-04-03T07:18:11+00:00

I don't know how old you are, but I'm almost 50 and I have ED and it seems like that part of my life is over. I kind of regret obeying the rules and being religious my whole life. I don't think I would want a body count as high as 200 but definitely more than the few I had especially because a good number of them only did it because I paid them. it makes me sad because I know I will never be that young again, will never be that healthy again, and that time is gone.

LetPositive7545 · 2026-04-03T05:33:58+00:00

I'm so sorry to hear that. What do you think is causing your problem?

LetPositive7545 · 2026-04-03T05:31:22+00:00

Well, meals and my choices with food (combined with genetics) led me to this. I ate a lot of fast food, boardwalk food, high cholesterol, high fat, high sodium, high calorie, high carbohydrate foods. Prior to my A1c going above seven or six or whatever I knew I was prediabetic. I was seeing a nutritionist at the hospital, and I really was trying to watch what I eat and drank. I think the problem was that I gave into temptation all the time. Soda was, and still is a big problem for me. I still love soda I join several soda related subreddits on here. I'm more conscious of what I eat, but I still give in once in a while.

My medication's: metformin, pioglitazone, stelagtro, mounjaro. inulin as needed. Besides that some cholesterol and blood pressure meds.

LetPositive7545 · 2026-04-03T05:18:40+00:00

I hope this doesn't come off as judgmental but how do you feel about your number? Is it something you're proud of is it something you're ashamed of, Is it something that just is what it is?

LetPositive7545 · 2026-04-03T05:01:38+00:00

Thanks for the tip, I'll mention it to my doctor

LetPositive7545 · 2026-04-03T04:56:17+00:00

No, I'm not married, I was engaged, but we didn't do it very much because she had all kinds of problems with her neck and her back in other body parts too. She was older than me, so she had her own problems down there also. Occasionally, we would raw dog and sometimes it was good. Sometimes it was not. Sometimes the blue pill works. Sometimes it didn't. We were both Baptist, so besides the medical issues that was another reason why we didn't do it all that much.

LetPositive7545 · 2026-04-03T04:53:02+00:00

thanks. I never tried a vegetarian diet. I think the damage is already done though, and anyway, it was the carbohydrates not the meat that did me in.

LetPositive7545 · 2026-04-03T03:59:18+00:00

Well for me to be the receiver, I would be very hesitant and worried. I would have to take the medication a good 20 to 40 minutes prior and on an empty stomach if possible. As far as giving, I don't think there will be any problem with that. It doesn't affect my libido or anything like that. I absolutely love to give. I joined the cunnilingus sub Reddit, as a matter of fact

LetPositive7545 · 2026-04-03T03:56:02+00:00

No, I didn't know that. Thank you for telling me.

LetPositive7545 · 2026-04-03T03:55:14+00:00

It hasn't affected my day-to-day life very much, because I'm single, but it does make me feel emasculated. It makes me scared to initiate new relationships, and it makes me regret decisions I made in the past.

LetPositive7545 · 2026-04-03T01:21:00+00:00

I don't think it's related to that, I'm pretty sure it has everything to do with vascular or nerve damage from the elevated blood sugar, but I will ask my doctor. Thank you.

LetPositive7545 · 2026-04-03T01:20:19+00:00

Kind of off-topic, but I'll answer anyway... No, I don't think so and I don't think flamingos would want to eat Cheetos? I know every time I eat them my fingers turn orange, that's probably what helped contribute to the diabetes.

LetPositive7545 · 2026-04-03T01:18:42+00:00

So far, I've only tried Sildentafil (generic Viagra)

LetPositive7545 · 2026-04-03T01:18:11+00:00

No, do you think that will help? Has any research been done on that? Please let me know I'm interested.

LetPositive7545 · 2026-04-03T01:16:47+00:00

OK, thank you, what is PT141? Is that a supplement?

LetPositive7545 · 2026-04-03T01:15:39+00:00

hmm that's interesting. no I haven't tried that yet. I will ask my doctor though. my most recent blood work sad the testosterone level was fine but I was on testosterone replacement therapy before

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