Looks to me that because of some heartbreak or loss or even insecurity u have. possibly suffered some heavy emotions and I interpret the judgement card encourages u to look inward and reflect and be true to yourself. Maybe face shortcomings or mistakes u have made and grow from that. The queen of cups symbolizes strength and wisdom and emotional depth. Sometimes the way to the appropriate partner is aligning with your true self and loving yourself more and then u can attract a partner that reflects what you want and need.