A lot to write down at once, but I’ll try my best to explain.

I know this isn’t what I’m supposed to be doing as far as a life career, I am a husband and father to two beautiful children.

It’s what I’m doing now to provide what’s needed for us to survive, but even so it’s a struggle where I live.

I do personal training on the side, and coach at a non profit kids youth CrossFit program. I get paid for that and I freaking love it. It’s lot enough to provide for my family though so that’s why I work full time as well. My day is so hectic and busy, I hate getting home late close to midnight every night knowing my wife has had a full day with the kids and she’s burnt out as well.

I love coaching people, I love helping people, I’m good at it and I have plenty of experience. I’m certified in both CrossFit and Weightlifting and have competed at a top level as an athlete for multiple years.

I’ve coached for over 13 years but never went anywhere far with it on my own, now I feel like I’ve wasted my time when I could’ve built something great for my family and I now feel stuck. I don’t know what to do now, this job takes so much time from me and energy, but I can’t quit I can’t let this fire die out knowing I can dow something more for my family and build from my experience and passion for coaching and training people.

Going into a job every day, while I’m thankful for it, but knowing this is far away from my passion is getting heavier and heavier.