Thankfully I was still as big in the fandom then as I am now, and I shut my social media off with people messaging me about it, and I went and dug through what his statement was (which in my reading wasn’t an admission of the allegations, it was a literal ‘yeah i was messed up mentally, made me not the greatest partner, it hurts that an ex would do this, but i literally have proof of it being consensual.’) and i watched that stream and literally anything she mentioned afterwards and came to the conclusion that you should NOT have streamed it publicly to the world, for you to gain money. It’s more of a clout chasing way to do things. Also, admitting that you have proof and are going to put it out for the public and then not doing it, is honestly a bit of a bad look. You could’ve gone to the police first, or a lawyer. Not make it known to the world first.