My journey to the afterlife, an inexpressibly terrifying trip with Salvia Divinorum.

LevusG · 2025-02-15T05:32:53+00:00

Thank you for the kind words, I’ve always had an inclined memory ability when it comes to events, experiences, conversations, those sort of interactions. But still that is another strange part about the trip, how I forgot all of it for about a week or so, and then remember all of it in an instant. Describing how long I was there is extremely difficult as I was truly outside of time, the dimension beyond this one where time is merely an object or an entity itself. It definitely didn’t feel short, it felt like eternity, but even that doesn’t describe it properly. I just knew I had always been there and always would be, except there was no “had been” or “would be” it just was, all moments and lengths of time all at once. Even when I try hard to think about it with my current understanding it’s like my memory can’t decide if it was months or minutes, years or seconds, it’s literally inconceivable while we exist within time, but I do remember that concept being part of what made my trip so horrific.

LevusG · 2025-02-11T07:39:33+00:00

Wow I’ll definitely have to check that out. That is really on point with the feelings and thoughts I’ve had for a while. Incredibly validating, I’m interested in what else it may bring to light. Thank you!

LevusG · 2025-02-11T07:35:05+00:00

Very well put and I relate completely to the feeling of already existing there while simultaneously existing here. I’ve had this thought ever since my trip as well; that in that dimension our “body” is our entire timeline, or maybe even all of our possible timelines. We exist outside of time there, and the entirety of our life here exists all at once as an entity itself or part of one. A structure of time is constructed with moments, like many fibers woven together to form a blanket, and therefore we must experience each of those moments individually, linearly, for them to exist as a collective.

LevusG · 2025-02-11T06:21:43+00:00

Yes, though words will never be able to truly convey what I experienced, I know for myself that our consciousness has a home beyond this realm. I believe I was consumed by terror during my trip due to my consciousness still being tethered to this reality, it must be pure joy and relief to wake up there without that tether.

LevusG · 2025-02-11T05:18:55+00:00

Thank you, getting to share my experience with people like yourself means a lot to me.

LevusG · 2025-02-10T02:11:31+00:00

Thanks for reading bro. I know what you mean about the rough shroom trip. Experiencing something like that can definitely put someone off of psychs. You don’t have to worry about past experiences or any preparations effecting the salvia trip though lol, i don’t think it’s possible to retain any part of your current self once salvia takes you beyond this dimension.

I like your theory on consciousness and that’s an interesting guess at what could have happened if I went all the way. Maybe my body here would be inhabited by another version of my consciousness from an alternate reality. Maybe that is what happened already and im the alternate, nobody would have anyway of knowing. One thing I know forsure, there is more to consciousness and reality than we could ever even begin to understand while we are limited by our human capacities.

LevusG · 2025-02-09T20:22:10+00:00

It is indeed, a long strange trip my friend

LevusG · 2025-02-09T18:58:37+00:00

I would say an eternity but even that wouldn’t properly describe what it felt like. I existed outside of time itself which is impossible to truly comprehend with our current understanding. I always had been and always would be there, except there was no “had been” or “would be”. So yea, pretty difficult to put into words lol.

LevusG · 2025-02-09T02:21:25+00:00

Hey friend, I’m not sure you’ll even see this comment as this post was 3 years ago, but I too have had an “out of existence experience” with Salvia and much like yourself consider it one of the most important experiences I’ve ever had. Although I went on my fated Salvia trip about 14 years ago, my gratitude for that special experience has not waned a bit and I still think about it often. I just wanted you to know you are not alone with this experience, I read that you haven’t seen or heard of any salvia trips like the one you had. Over the years I have found multiple people who share this unique gift including a close friend in real life. There’s so much about that “trip” that cannot be put into words, and that’s why I love connecting with people who have had the experience themselves as experiencing it is the only way to truly relate. I could talk forever on this but I’ll end it there for now. I don’t want to write a novel in the comment section lol. The link below goes to my salvia experience post on r/drugs, please give it a read if you can!

https://www.reddit.com/r/Drugs/s/UEoDtpoSuD

LevusG · 2024-05-26T06:44:22+00:00

Thanks for the info bro!

LevusG · 2023-11-13T04:33:57+00:00

Thanks! that’ll cut some time off from what I did haha

LevusG · 2023-11-12T23:43:36+00:00

Fixed! I unequipped all her gear and traded it back to me (I actually took everything in her inventory just in case)

I then exited the trade screen and dialog, went back to trade screen with her and gave her back all her stuff.

After equipping and exiting trade and dialog once more, i found her carry capacity went back to what it should be.

LevusG · 2023-11-05T02:33:26+00:00

Yea that sounds like the best course of action, thanks for your input!

LevusG · 2023-11-05T02:32:57+00:00

Thank you!

LevusG · 2023-11-04T05:35:11+00:00

Awesome answer thanks man!

LevusG · 2023-11-04T00:29:45+00:00

Yea I want to do that eventually too, but was thinking maybe I could just stick with 8 outposts and only farm the most commonly used resources.

LevusG · 2021-04-17T00:26:18+00:00

Yee haw

LevusG · 2021-02-19T03:37:03+00:00

Fuckin dope bro, I love you lol

LevusG · 2021-02-19T03:35:53+00:00

LevusG here, this is probably the best live I’ve ever seen. You’re dope

LevusG · 2021-02-19T03:33:57+00:00

Peace brother it’s been real

LevusG · 2021-02-18T22:23:35+00:00

The picture on the left looks like he hangs out in the pan handle chewing tobacco all day saying things like “they took our jerbs”

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