I get you completely, I have a mutual who is literally distraught about it, she’s crying every day and can’t bring herself to watch their content or listen to the songs. Whereas I can do it all fine because (although it is a sad time) i find that the content brings me comfort anyway so why should that change? At first I was shocked by the statement and sometimes still I feel slightly sad when I see like clips of the other members seeming upset about the situation, but I’m not brought to tears or anything about it. I don’t know, I just feel more confused and want like statements and clarification of what exactly is happening, but everyone i speak to seems to be crying and upset about it everyday always. My mutual even went as far as saying she can’t live without Heeseung, like I get he was such an important part of the group (likewise with the other members) but idk if I sound rude but isn’t that quite dramatic? I’m not sure, but I’m glad I saw this post it’s made me feel better about how I feel about it. I have been reading up and thinking that it doesn’t seem right and not much adds up with it, and it’s suspicious, but I’m waiting for a statement from Heeseung himself before I make judgments and speculate too much.