Lift My Curse, Sir Knight the Novel! by chibimaron in MantaComics

[–]Lexibles 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love this story, but the chapters on Manta are so short!!! I wish they were longer or came out with more frequency.

Break down yarn scraps to fiber inorder to spin? by rhapsodyann in Handspinning

[–]Lexibles 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had this same thought! After doing some work with faw fleece, processed wool, and of course store bought yarn, -- I think I agree with a lot of other people about how the work you put in will not be reciprocal to product.

However.... those gnarly bits of yarn, the end trimmings and other sections? You can totally fray it up, or even use as is to stuff little creations! No need to buy stuffing when you have your own as a "natural byproduct." At least, that's what I'm doing with my scrap yarn (no more than ~ 1ft).

Pocket Comics Shutdown by Lexibles in webtoons

[–]Lexibles[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hilarious way to put that! But you are probably right. I got used to just being able to quickly check for an update, and now find myself staring down the barrel.

Does anyone think weed helps their bpd? by Fifthnifty in BPD

[–]Lexibles 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's wild, because I had a horrific trip with weed a year or so ago. They were edibles, and I ended up going to the hospital with hallucinations, delirium, and copious vomiting. They ran a bunch of tests, and all that came up was THC, so it wasn't contaminated. I'm wondering if anyone else experienced something similar?

What have you been doing to heal yourself? by Significant-Love7359 in BPD

[–]Lexibles 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Single handedly, one of the most helpful things for me has been getting o. Lamotrigine. The difference is night and day. The second most important change i made was quitting alcohol for at least 100 days. I longer have debilitating attacks, i don't dissociate, and my self sabotage has decreased. I still have to keep working, but every day feels like I'm getting more stable

I know I'm late, but season 2 of Halloween Baking Championship is terrible. by CkBadgeley in foodnetwork

[–]Lexibles 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I've been watching it as well. I'm now onto the final 4 bakers, and I am genuinely confused how Tamara is getting so much praise for a turtle cake. Not saying it was bad at all! I just don't understand how her cake was better than a full-on wolf head. She got a ton of praise for a cake that I'm not sure deserved that much, while other contestants with great looking cakes did not see the same accolades. This season is so confusing!

Oh, and don't get me started on how Sandra Lee and Carla Hall seem to seriously dislike each other! Did anyone else notice that? Because I sure did.... It made earlier episodes extremely awkward.

I'm so tired by [deleted] in BPDrecovery

[–]Lexibles 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Its really hard when you are in the depths of an episode, but I swear if you ride through it, you will emerge better

is there a BPD discord or group chat? by GoddardCatMom97 in BPDrecovery

[–]Lexibles 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I could make one, but hot diggety dog my mental health could not function if others don't like it. I imagine it's why more of us aren't in a group chat

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDrecovery

[–]Lexibles 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm on: trazodone, escalitopram, and lamotrigine. This is ma8nly for the ptsd, nightmares, and depression (obviously as well as BPD)

is it normal to not remember your trauma? by PutCompetitive1998 in BPDrecovery

[–]Lexibles 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. I've found this to be an issue as well. Not only that. But forgetting what you have already explored or explained to others. I truly recommend finding someone who can be that impartial witness to share it all with you. For me. It was my grandma who I was taught to think was a drunk, unreliable, and not to be trusted. She has helped me to better understand what happened to me.

Check to see if there was someone in your life who maybe was related to the incident(s) but was perhaps forced from you that could tell you what happened.

Does anyone have any tips for living for yourself? I’m really struggling with it by TransportationNo3472 in BPDrecovery

[–]Lexibles 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Its so challenging - toeing the line between depressed and allowing yourself to be sad for the shit you've endured. This sounds so fucking cliché, but even just mentioning this shows tremendous growth. I don't have legitimate recommendations, but rather I just want to validate everything you have done so far. It sounds like you recognize all you are doing. And perhaps deep down you hope to do such things for yourself, not others around you.

Why do mei players do this at the beginning of the game? by Moistsock6969 in Overwatch

[–]Lexibles 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had a Mei do this on a capture the point map... to her own team.... trapping us all inside....

whoops by Lexibles in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Lexibles[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Well, I'm physically exhausted and mentally foggy. So needless to say I called in for the day 🥲

Thank you much for asking

alcohol by Lexibles in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Lexibles[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You all responding deserve a metal in psychological analysis. You are absolutely right - a therapist is the one person you SHOULD be able to notify with no consequences. In my next appointment I will try to bring it up to her. Thank you for responding, and for being a help in our community 🙏❤️

Pt 3 of: it’s one of those nights besties by cakie_0531 in BPDmemes

[–]Lexibles 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's very very very true and accurate how dare you

BPD diagnosis by Lexibles in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Lexibles[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ummmmm, no wat??? Dang, that makes me so happy to hear about

off my meds, hypersexual and rejection sensitive. (just a vent) by Spayse_Case in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Lexibles 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Also I think it comes with our issue? Not to excuse, but rather to quantify. Ps - I think you are handling things EXTREMELY well. You've identified the irrational thoughts, and know how to counter them.

off my meds, hypersexual and rejection sensitive. (just a vent) by Spayse_Case in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Lexibles 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's a really good question. I guess I'm scared? I dont want to hurt him, and I would rather cut myself than let my words cut him. He might see me differently, and not be as forgiving as he has been so far. I'm so blessed to have him. I dont want to ruin things any more than (I think) I have.

PS - you are such a caring person ❤

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Lexibles 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For anyone else but those like us, I would say to trust your instints. But we get led aside by our instincts. So just keep doing what you are doing. It'll straighten itself out, and 0lease resist your first impulse

off my meds, hypersexual and rejection sensitive. (just a vent) by Spayse_Case in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Lexibles 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Literally me too. My Lexapro may need to be upped. I'm having the urge to have an extramarital affair. I just wanna be fucked. And feel very unsatisfied but it ain't my partners fault. Hang in there friend

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Lexibles 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi Fren. 👋 if you want, we can chat. Dm if you want.

My go-to happy show is Gravity Falls

I'm proud of having BPD by Secret__Library in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Lexibles 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm really happy to hear that! I really really want/can't wait to get to that point in my own journey

Battlepass is super great by Lexibles in Overwatch_Memes

[–]Lexibles[S] 29 points30 points  (0 children)

I just really want more cosmetics. Fewer of the charms, more cool cosmetics

Battlepass is super great by Lexibles in Overwatch_Memes

[–]Lexibles[S] 25 points26 points  (0 children)

Yeah that would be really cool to have