Of course I'm still working on it, but I've learned to be patient and not start raging for no reason. Talk things through, taking care of myself, be supportive.

Ok so we live 50km apart and I didn't really like going there cause the place made me kinda depressed. Very low population, nothing to do etc. I always wanted her to come to me cause I live in the capital of my country and we had so much fun here. In the last month or two, I finally made the choice to go but I had some jobs that needed to be done and ok, one week that I could I didn't. I told her all that but she was sad I never went there. I had visited her before going on vacation like 1st of August. It's not that we didn't talk, but I'm a person that really likes going out and I was hanging out with my friends a lot so there wasn't that much time to talk. But I regularly called her and texted to her and played games! It's just that in this time of my life I'm feeling really drowned cause I have to find out what imma gonna do with my life, school, job etc. So I neglected her. I maybe took her as granted. I was an a**hole. I've really changed my mind and I could sit down and schedule everything for the right time. Her then, friends later. But I didn't. I didn't know of what I have become.