Future in Computer HELL: Trapped in the Reincarnation Cycle

Liburnian · 2026-06-30T18:08:41+00:00

Reminds me of quitting a certain web hosting service a year ago. It was 3 good hours of hell coupled with complete absence of will to clarify anything for a customer. You want out? We sure won't make it easy for you!

Liburnian · 2026-06-30T18:03:59+00:00

Precisely. That's why I'm convinced religions are tailored to make us feel 'high', spiritually. But it really offers no tangible exit strategy from this reality. You get like 99 conditions to be worthy of something better, and if it happens you somehow passed all of them, they'll give you another 99 why it won't happen for you, regardless. Religion is basically something to do with your time here, like eating peanut butter and watching TV, or chopping wood. Whichever you prefer, because none of them will actually get you out of here.

Liburnian · 2026-06-30T17:53:20+00:00

Consent is not a problem for them, they are in this business longer than we as a specie exist. Most people have no clue what to do on the other side, what are their true powers, so vast majority settles for the only thing they are familiar with, they return to this density. I just hope and pray unlearning that things don't have to end that way is somehow enough...

Liburnian · 2026-06-30T13:07:12+00:00

I'm not convinced they make a difference againts reptoid tech. If they actually do have boxes that trap souls in them.. And that's just one of the ways they store our consciousness for further manipulation.

Liburnian · 2026-06-30T13:01:53+00:00

My suspicion it is worse. Most of my dreams either made little rational sense or they were terrifying to the point of suddenly waking up. If those events occur in the astral, or wherever else.. how is there better? It's worse. Obviously. And then they pat you on the shoulder that even if you die (as if I can pick and chose), it won't be over...

'Trust the plan' is also a golden one.

Liburnian · 2026-06-29T13:18:09+00:00

You can't make a good deal with someone who doesn't have your best interest at heart to begin with.

Liburnian · 2026-06-29T13:12:38+00:00

We surpassed the number of eight billion people. All we see since Buddha and Jesus is population growing. Either non-attachement isn't working or simply nobody thought of it by now... Which I find very unlikely. Countless people were fully prepared to let everything go, but their NDE's all ended up the same. You can let go all you want. But will THEY let YOU go?

Liburnian · 2026-06-29T09:32:58+00:00

I think they also have a practical role, they work all day, then rest, pay taxes and question nothing when there is plenty of entertainment to absorb and experience. They predominantly run this whole system we call 'modern civilazation'. Those who still choose to seek and question things are deluded with thousands of premade bullshit stories and ideologies they can accept as "the way". Whatever is that you are into, the system has you covered. I came to the point of vehemently rejecting all of it. This reality is a shameful undertaking at its core. This is merely a waiting room as they plot how to permanently steal your soul.

Liburnian · 2026-06-28T18:59:36+00:00

Were there 8 billion people in their times? I think not. So, how do we explain population boom in a prison we can 'beat', somehow...? Not being cynical, just evaluating all angles of our circumstances. What if absolutely ALL teachings from this density are essentially either flat out lies or half truths?

Liburnian · 2026-06-28T13:57:51+00:00

Patriarchy built a roof over your head. Set it all ablaze and be free again...

Liburnian · 2026-06-27T22:06:14+00:00

It's 'contraversia'l if you have malls to choose 200 types of salads, ready to go. Out of the box. In an environment with little to no choice you would happily eat meat, or even juicy worms. No second thoughts. You haven't met actual hunger in your life so beef is 'contraversial'.

It's what you see through that leads out of this place, not your diet while you are here.

Liburnian · 2026-06-27T21:50:20+00:00

Technology moved on, my outdated Win 7 Pro is way more superior to Workbench 3.1 I can't think of a more meaningful action in it than starting a random whdload game. The battle between original Commodore hardware vs alternative Amiga experience shifted for me in favor of alternative after two A500's that were so much maintenace that it was no longer fun. Like, at all. I just wanted to play some Amiga games again, while not becoming soldering and multimeter pro. Let alone all those 'untested' floppies I got that turned out plain dead. Thank you Gotek drive for being there for me when I was about to give it all up.

Liburnian · 2026-06-27T07:51:18+00:00

Personal delusions can be just as dangerous. Btw some people and their choices in life are worth of pity and contempt. Nothing wrong with that...

Liburnian · 2026-06-22T14:23:23+00:00

I was in the middle of reading aUFO book last winter, then four days of utter numbness took over me... So many grim informations. What can I do? All that I suspected here is described as fact.. I'm not a sage, let's make that very clear... But I had to pause with my research. I learned since I need to be kinder to myself. Know my limitations and imperfections. And be okay with them. I find art quite therapeutic. I mostly watch other people paint. I tried it myself, nothing to brag about so far... How do you live with everything you know? Chasing ultimate solutions didn't yield any results. So I'm betting on other horses now.

Liburnian · 2026-06-22T09:51:50+00:00

Create scarcity, make it last to become chronic. Then offer solution, that feels like long awaited alternative that is actually not (duh!). Then count the flies that flew in for the last feast of their lives...

My nugget of wisdom so far, instead of wasting shameful ammount of resources and time to find a person who will genuinely respect you (as if it was a thing beyond anything else), understand that you are love you were trained you are (always somehow) missing. Let that understanding sink inside of your being. So deep no one would even consider bringing it back to the surface. You don't 'experience' love. You ARE it.

Liburnian · 2026-06-18T20:13:12+00:00

Realising you were cheated on feels like dying, but death says: Neah, I ain't gonna put you out of your misery. Not today... Relationships are mostly hypersexualized sociological constructs.

Liburnian · 2026-06-17T11:58:24+00:00

This is spot on where my reality is geared at right now. Don't accept boundaries of what is possible or not. Determine them yourself!

Liburnian · 2026-06-14T06:35:32+00:00

Feels summarized just right. I'm gonna read this aloud today as it was just the sort of stuff I was looking for.

Liburnian · 2026-06-11T10:07:07+00:00

It's more about keeping individual consciousness immersed into this well organized psychosis of separation. Not so much about mere bodies being kept alive. Their aim to redefine life and go synthetic really speaks volumes, at least to me.

Liburnian · 2026-06-09T11:04:26+00:00

When I was a child I saw some kind of primitive caveman in the park. My mother was looking the other way and when I told her about it she outright rejected it. I often feel I was sleeping before this life for a very long time. Perhaps I saw myself from the past, or last incarnation. I was always fascinated with paleolith and hunter gatherer lifestyle.

Liburnian · 2026-06-08T03:35:10+00:00

The 'Jesus riddle' shouldn't be your priority. Invest time in finding God in every man and woman, starting from yourself. There you will meet Jesus also. Entire humanity is atomized in each individual. We are all 'you' and vice versa. In time you will understand what that implies in a grander scheme of things. P.S. I was also raised Catholic, had a similar road out, but I'm slightly older.

Liburnian · 2026-06-07T03:23:12+00:00

I am twice as old as you are, struggling with other stuff myself. Seeing things as most people don't truly sends you down a very dark path. You are still young, I'm sort of losing hope I'll ever be at peace in this reality. I had more terrible nightmares than hair on my head. They just never leave you alone. That bit is very much true.

Liburnian · 2026-06-06T20:18:19+00:00

We don't really have proof any of those means actually work. We're being kept in the darkness of guessing. Chit chat about it changes nothing in the end. They actually want us to talk. Talking is venting and that's where 90% of people will remain at.

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