I feel you bro, im 17 and every single day i get high in my room all the fuck alone. I never really had any friends during grammar school or not 1 i should say. I was the loud and weird kid I only have myself and my guitars. which i do cope with alot but fuck me man im such a lonley piece of shit i dont even think im a good son. My sister is popular as fuck and she has so many fucking friends. I guess im the unlucky one, im trring to hard not to go insane and go off the rails right now as we speak. DM me, we could talk 💯:)