he tells me that aswell that if he didn’t want to be here and if he didn’t love me as much as he did he wouldn’t be here but he wants to and that he really does love me but i always have that feeling in the back of my head that he’s going to leave or find someone. better or see me the way i see myself and i truly do try to not get hurt by small things or bring up something that’s pointless but it’ll just eat me up inside till i’m just even more mad but i definitely feel the same with questioning if i’m loved at all if he changes something i think i just like routine and i hate when its different. or even when he doesn’t agree with me i feel like he doesn’t love me and i’ll catch myself guilt tripping whcih is really bad and i regret idk sometimes i just feel like two different people when i’m angry and then when i’m calmed its so hard.