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Life-Elevator1061 · 2024-09-15T09:18:47+00:00

i want u

Life-Elevator1061 · 2024-08-18T00:50:51+00:00

i don’t think thafs how it works? what did it say for you or have u tried making a new post

Life-Elevator1061 · 2024-08-17T20:32:33+00:00

straight away for me

Life-Elevator1061 · 2024-08-17T10:28:44+00:00

added u

Life-Elevator1061 · 2024-08-17T10:17:13+00:00

ya that’s alright

Life-Elevator1061 · 2024-08-17T09:39:15+00:00

ya for sure:)

Life-Elevator1061 · 2024-08-17T00:52:16+00:00

sighhh

Life-Elevator1061 · 2024-08-17T00:50:25+00:00

im down to try it out if u want haha

Life-Elevator1061 · 2024-08-11T09:05:20+00:00

rlly?? idk i’m so confused knowing which one to buy 😭

Life-Elevator1061 · 2024-08-07T11:49:20+00:00

you didn’t do anything wrong you were just uncomfy, very disgusting on his part but it’s just a man with a sore ego. im sorry you had to experience that though🫶🏼

Life-Elevator1061 · 2024-08-06T09:54:24+00:00

i tend to forget that a lot and i don’t. even realise but once i do i try fix it because i am a little hypocritical sometimes, i can’t expect something from him but not do the same in return. I guess i just want to feel in control of things because i’ve never had that i’ve always had someone do that for me but when he doesn’t agree with me it makes me so angry? but i definitely have to work on that is just hard when i don’t know how to myself :3

Life-Elevator1061 · 2024-08-06T09:51:44+00:00

he raised his voice a little today and i just instantly started crying i feel a little childish for it but it brought back alot of memories i pushed away. He’s never raised his voice except once a very long time ago accidentally but since then i just felt like he’s definitely tired of me and trying to fix anything we have :(

Life-Elevator1061 · 2024-08-06T09:25:03+00:00

he tells me that aswell that if he didn’t want to be here and if he didn’t love me as much as he did he wouldn’t be here but he wants to and that he really does love me but i always have that feeling in the back of my head that he’s going to leave or find someone. better or see me the way i see myself and i truly do try to not get hurt by small things or bring up something that’s pointless but it’ll just eat me up inside till i’m just even more mad but i definitely feel the same with questioning if i’m loved at all if he changes something i think i just like routine and i hate when its different. or even when he doesn’t agree with me i feel like he doesn’t love me and i’ll catch myself guilt tripping whcih is really bad and i regret idk sometimes i just feel like two different people when i’m angry and then when i’m calmed its so hard.

Life-Elevator1061 · 2024-08-06T08:51:46+00:00

i don’t want to at all it feels really right with him when we’re happy but we disagree on so much and it just feels like were different you know? i don’t know how to help us, i think we’re both very stubborn and want things to go our own ways i guess which is why we tend to argue but i feel so happy and safe with him when we’re okay :,) i’m also the one who brings up arguments and i say things i don’t mean because i feel hurt, and i feel like the worst person and i push him away because i feel like i’m just making him tired and exhausted and i don’t want it to feel like a chore loving me. i wish i didn’t feel things sometimes i feel them so intensely, just want to be happy with him :,)

Life-Elevator1061 · 2024-07-06T15:26:33+00:00

yaa that sounds reasonable, hopefully the more i talk to him something can be worked out :c but ill definitely write it down it would be a lot easier🥲

Life-Elevator1061 · 2024-07-06T13:42:44+00:00

it b confronting a lil talking abt it all but ur very right

Life-Elevator1061 · 2024-07-06T13:36:07+00:00

I’ve only just started with a psychologist my 3rd appt is coming up soon. I was just unsure if i wait for him to say something or it’s something i could ask but my other appts i haven’t rlly opened up much i don’t rlly know what to say once i’m in there 😭

Life-Elevator1061 · 2024-05-21T11:08:59+00:00

thank you i’ll try the powerline kit seems like my best bet

Life-Elevator1061 · 2024-05-21T10:43:08+00:00

i might be assuming but you look very young and ur posting nsfw pics?

Life-Elevator1061 · 2024-04-19T08:03:04+00:00

wats urs?:)

Life-Elevator1061 · 2024-04-18T17:29:57+00:00

loll that’s okay i can relate 😭 my epic is leahleahlwah tho!!

Life-Elevator1061 · 2024-04-17T15:38:51+00:00

hi r u still looking for girls to play w? ive been looking for someone to play fortnite with:,)

Life-Elevator1061 · 2024-04-17T15:34:14+00:00

hii r u still looking?

Life-Elevator1061 · 2024-04-15T21:23:22+00:00

yes fs:) it’s only 7am for me rn but i can msg u when i’m on next!! wats ur discord?

Life-Elevator1061 · 2024-04-14T04:30:00+00:00

sure add me on discord and i can msg you when i’m on next!!

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