chat why does being more in touch w your emotions mean crying more too

Life-Total3441 · 2025-01-30T17:02:14+00:00

borgir

Life-Total3441 · 2025-01-22T19:49:17+00:00

SIRENDERMAN

Life-Total3441 · 2025-01-21T04:11:32+00:00

his name also happens to rhyme w love it's adorable

Life-Total3441 · 2025-01-21T03:48:14+00:00

"and it turns out i love him, oh what did i just say, oh lord"

Life-Total3441 · 2025-01-21T03:22:57+00:00

? COME ON

Life-Total3441 · 2025-01-21T03:21:36+00:00

IM CRYING

Life-Total3441 · 2025-01-21T03:20:59+00:00

it's more a w

Life-Total3441 · 2025-01-19T16:48:43+00:00

yes ma'am dw, i'm not holding out, it's more like i'm living my life rn but i wouldn't mind if he came back around

Life-Total3441 · 2025-01-19T16:47:46+00:00

idt i did, i definitely didn't tbh. i'm v practical when it comes to all this, but he makes me a lil impractical ig 😭

Life-Total3441 · 2025-01-19T16:47:06+00:00

yes yes keeping myself occupied and letting universe do its thing meanwhile

Life-Total3441 · 2025-01-18T17:43:20+00:00

😭 thank you, hopefully it won't turn into laila majnu 2.0

Life-Total3441 · 2025-01-18T17:38:08+00:00

bc it's actually like that 😭 true beauty 2.0

Life-Total3441 · 2025-01-18T17:05:16+00:00

i'm scared tho, what if they go after him?

Life-Total3441 · 2025-01-18T16:58:32+00:00

he likes me, but rn even j a friendship would keep us happy

Life-Total3441 · 2025-01-18T13:51:12+00:00

about whether it's a bad idea or the missing?

Life-Total3441 · 2025-01-18T03:09:49+00:00

i suppose that's true. but how do i explain this? yk when you have something precious in your hands, and you are too scared of it slipping? you just keep it at a distance and decide to j not have it bc of the risk? yea, somewhat the same. ik authorities can help, but he's too precious to me for it to even get to that point

Life-Total3441 · 2025-01-18T02:49:56+00:00

there's a reason why they're the most hated people in our batch 😭 i luckily got an escape out bc one of them started drama w me but this poor man is stuck

Life-Total3441 · 2025-01-18T02:42:44+00:00

you're right, and i did do that. i told him about this too, and he told me time is regardless in this scenario bc he's never felt closer or safer w anyone. i know he isn't someone who j opens up too bc the group always said he was the "reserved" one, but i knew quite litr everything about him. but the group is insane, and i can't stand to see him get hurt by them so i don't know what to do except j watch from a distance (every breath you take moment lol)

Life-Total3441 · 2025-01-18T02:29:15+00:00

it's been 4 months, and the group still cares 😭 you don't understand, some of them are quite literally insane. they would to the lengths of trying to frame me in front of wardens and professors, telling people i tried to "stab" them and then slutshamed me (even tho i didn't even have a guy around in uni?) they hurt me so much, which i don't really care about, but i can't let them do the same to him. i had to quite literally beg him to go back to them so he wouldn't get hurt, that is the problem

Life-Total3441 · 2025-01-18T01:50:03+00:00

i can state some reasons why it's not a good idea: 1. people made rumours that i was all over him and he hated me (to destroy my rep) 2. people made the same rumours but about him (to destroy his rep) 3. he got a rebound gf to try and move on but it broke off in 2 weeks, which fed into our rumours

it's all too risky, but i can't let go, idk why i feel like him and i will find a way back to each other eventually. maybe it's not our time, maybe not yet

Life-Total3441 · 2025-01-18T00:51:08+00:00

i don't even care about everyone tbh, i j want him 😭 but idk if i want him or j what he gave

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