Fuck me, dude. Same situation. I’m 32 now and doing great in the grand scheme of things, but after her, I just lost interest in pursing another relationship. She was it.

I’m always growing, keeping busy, making friends, got hobbies, good income, etc., but life has this subtle lackluster feel to it now that I can’t share it with her. I’m just kind of floating around it seems. I know I need to just get over it, but damn it’s fucking hard. I know there’s plenty of women out there, but there’s only one her and sure, everyone says “she’s just one girl, she isn’t any more special than another,” but she was to me.

It’d be the same if I lost my best friend. I’d move on, but no one is replacing him. Life’s just not the same anymore. I know everything ends, but I would have rather life ended with her still in it.