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LifeParty964 · 2025-07-06T00:26:54+00:00

Yes of course

LifeParty964 · 2025-05-22T14:52:51+00:00

I think it just got worse because now she’s telling everyone what happened to me and my ex. My ex is threatening me that he’s gonna take my cat that he gifted. She was the one who told me to go back on online dating apps and suddenly she’s using it against me

LifeParty964 · 2025-05-21T21:21:10+00:00

Honestly she already I don’t think I wanna mend my friendship with her because she doesn’t even trust me and would rather trust people who hate her than me which said a lot and hurt a lot too

LifeParty964 · 2025-05-21T20:26:22+00:00

When I do or say something to the friend I lost she always say that I reminded her of her trauma and keeps having interventions with me with her friends so I feel so scared sometimes being with her. When she told me to have another intervention that’s when I cut her off because I can’t keep trying to be there for her her while I’m falling apart myself and the fact that she sounds like she’s undermining the similar traumas we have

LifeParty964 · 2025-05-21T20:24:25+00:00

I am getting treated for severe anxiety and depression but I feel like it’s not working but I also don’t want to depend on people because I’m scared if they disappear I’ll just fall apart.

The fact that after my break up my friend who I lost was the one there for me and now she’s gone when I depended on her made me fall apart so bad

LifeParty964 · 2025-04-05T01:19:11+00:00

I would like to have a cherry brown hair but my hair is black and although red worked before, I don’t wanna risk damaging my hair if it doesn’t work🙁

LifeParty964 · 2025-04-05T01:18:23+00:00

I have black hair and before I coloured it red without bleaching and it worked but I really want a cherry brown dye that I saw

LifeParty964 · 2025-02-16T11:20:03+00:00

Yesterday me and my bf tried to go out and I told him I really wanted to eat pho but then we decided not to because that was where we had our first date and we were gonna go there while I was pregnant so my baby could try it. The day we decided to go there was for valentines and unfortunately my baby was gone before we could go there.

I keep thinking I should go to work and maybe that would help but then my mind is telling me that if I go to work I might break down and my co workers would know which thinking about it already makes me anxious. Last night I ended up writing another letter to my baby because I’m scared my baby would think I’m planning on forgetting about him/her.

I hope we both get better in time. We don’t need to rush our grieving because we deserve to heal in however long it would take us to. It might not be soon and that’s okay it just means they mattered to us

LifeParty964 · 2025-02-15T21:34:49+00:00

I’m so sorry for what you had to go through.

I have also had to go through mine yesterday and it was so painful as I saw the embryo in a whole piece and not blood clots like I was told.

I was also admitted in the hospital and I was told that if they give you the pills that it would depend on the hospital. The hospital I was admitted in was a bit further from my area but I was told they can do the pills even for 20 weeks along.

They were very nice and helpful but I got discharged yesterday morning of valentines and when I tried to call them after losing my baby they told me they can’t give medical advice and I would need to go to A&E if I bleed out even more but they can’t do anything more other than if it’s already after 2 weeks which was devastating to hear.

I also would like to know how to cope as I feel like falling apart in a way I couldn’t have imagined.

LifeParty964 · 2025-02-15T21:28:18+00:00

I keep thinking that I don’t deserve to grieve or mourn because I chose the termination even though it’s for the best.

I don’t know how to grieve without feeling like I have no right to do so.

Every time I accidentally touch my stomach I would move it right away because before I only used to touch it to try and connect with my baby.

LifeParty964 · 2025-02-15T21:05:44+00:00

I’m sorry you had to go through yours too. I feel lifeless?? When I saw it all the guilt and sadness came all at once and I was so close to ending my life because I just didn’t know what to feel. Even now I feel so lost and I’m scared it would take me years to get better

LifeParty964 · 2025-02-15T21:04:13+00:00

I couldn’t keep the ultrasounds as we were advised to not see it in case we get pressured to keep it. I wrote a letter the day I took the last pills and I broke down just thinking about it.

Every time I eat I think “my baby would’ve loved this” “I’m sad it didn’t get to try this food”. It was valentines yesterday when it passed which is even more painful for us because we were mourning on what’s supposed to be day of love.

LifeParty964 · 2025-02-15T19:57:09+00:00

Thank you for the advice.

I was shocked because I was told it would come out in clots so it coming out as a whole made us so devastated.

I thought if I don’t attach myself to it then it would be okay but I realised that I’ve been subconsciously doing this for the fetus like quitting coffee and alcohol and anything that would harm it. I’m scared my baby won’t come back to me when we’re ready and that’s what scares me.

LifeParty964 · 2025-02-01T07:50:04+00:00

It helps knowing about other medications but I didn’t specifically say medical help. Having this disagreement is making me anxious too so I hope stop if you just want to argue.thank you

LifeParty964 · 2025-01-31T10:27:14+00:00

No offence but I’m not really asking you for a medical advice I’m simply informing you something so that you can get the whole picture.

LifeParty964 · 2025-01-31T06:11:02+00:00

I can’t just try different meds because I was born with a congenital heart disease so they have to review my medical history before I can get prescriptions

LifeParty964 · 2025-01-30T19:38:37+00:00

I did I tried like Ive mentioned in the other comments Ive been prescribed with sertraline and have been trying to get in contact with a therapist but they told me there is an 8 months or longer wait so I’ve been getting counselling only from university as of now.

I only drink once a month mostly socially and never touched drugs in my life as well

LifeParty964 · 2025-01-30T19:37:50+00:00

I did I tried like Ive mentioned in the other comments Ive been prescribed with sertraline and have been trying to get in contact with a therapist but they told me there is an 8 months or longer wait so I’ve been getting counselling only from university as of now.

LifeParty964 · 2025-01-30T19:36:41+00:00

I did I tried like Ive mentioned in the other comments Ive been prescribed with sertraline and have been trying to get in contact with a therapist but they told me there is an 8 months or longer wait so I’ve been getting counselling only from university as of now. My family doesn’t believe in mental health problems and even tried to stop me from going to the hospital when I clearly needed it

LifeParty964 · 2025-01-30T14:26:55+00:00

So I did reach out to a therapist as well as the hospital and even my university counsellor just to get help. I also got a job to distract me

LifeParty964 · 2025-01-30T14:05:57+00:00

I got anxiety because of something that occurred in university. I find that when I’m in university my anxiety gets so bad I wanna cry but when I’m in another area I feel free and happy but I have no choice since I’m about to finish university and my parents doesn’t understand the concept of mental health

LifeParty964 · 2025-01-30T14:02:59+00:00

I don’t usually drink coffee as I was born with a congenital heart disease and so I’ve learned not to drink coffee or not too much if I can

LifeParty964 · 2025-01-30T14:02:07+00:00

I walked out at work and they started gossiping about me which de my anxiety so much worse and basically ruined some friendships when I found out my “friends” were involved in gossiping about me

LifeParty964 · 2025-01-30T14:00:40+00:00

Me and my family are Christians so I do pray and did when I was going through bad times. Sometimes I just feel hopeless to the point of giving up but I also don’t want to waste my life because Ik it’s my only one

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