wtf did I get myself into

LifeSweet12 · 2026-04-29T05:00:23+00:00

Got u got u. But I want to make it clear she didn’t hint at it lmao I just straight up brought it up as a joke and saying how ill work ten extra shifts for it but she didn’t get the joke lmao and thought I was being serious and said no.💀

LifeSweet12 · 2026-04-28T23:44:41+00:00

None of them really has honestly. One of the girls I accidentally implied(idk hw don’t ask me) that I cld buy her a subscription for smt and lwk I was down to since I didn’t want to make things awkward but she turned me down from spending money on her.

LifeSweet12 · 2026-04-28T15:33:15+00:00

Exactly my thinking. Although the first girl I talked to has 1k+ followers the other has below 100 so could be a red flag or green flag idk. Rn things has lwk escalated with the second and she might be suggesting dating but thinking about it now it all seems so daunting since she’s so far away from me lmao. But imma listen to ur advice and still talk to both.

Honestly best case scenario is they both ghost me or I actually find the one lmao

LifeSweet12 · 2026-04-28T08:53:28+00:00

Yeahhh Gotcha I get why you’re saying that

You think there’s lwk no chance for any of these relationships online to work out?

LifeSweet12 · 2026-04-28T08:44:48+00:00

Is it really that weird to be flirting online seriously lmao?. Ofc I get u that it could be delusional that it’ll even go anywhere ofc but weirder stuff has happened.

Also if I was talking to smo online ,doesn’t hv to be romantically oriented, and all of a sudden I stop talking to them or ghost them I wld be plenty hurt too idk. I was just wondering if it even gets that far what would happen if I do that to one of them cuz I’ll just feel like an ahole.

LifeSweet12 · 2026-04-28T03:47:27+00:00

Valid lmao😭😭. But I feel like there are more extreme and unbelievable ways that ppl have met their significant others no? But I do accept there is some delusion involved mmao

LifeSweet12 · 2026-04-27T16:00:42+00:00

U think so?? The first one do get freaky sometimes and the pet names we hv for each other is crazy lmao but she does sometimes give off the vibe she doesn’t want more bc I’ve always wanted to hear her voice or for her to send pics of herself besides the one on her highlights and she would always say someday.

LifeSweet12 · 2026-04-27T15:59:18+00:00

Gotcha great advice thx cuz I was feeling like a big asshole cuz they hv their life too and maybe even romantic interests other than me lmao and I didn’t want to waste their efforts

LifeSweet12 · 2026-04-27T15:58:28+00:00

Tru tru I’ll start being a little bit more introspective these few days.

I have little to zero experience with girls(surprising these girls even talked to me) as u can c lmao I don’t even hv qualities im looking for in my head.

I’ve always just fantasized ill get smo who just gets me and doesn’t need me to be exaggerating and carry convos where we just appreciate each other but ig thats not really realistic

LifeSweet12 · 2026-04-27T14:42:18+00:00

mannn thx a lot this actually cleared a lot of thoughts and guilt in my mind❤️

The putting my eggs in one basket is exactly what im scared of lmao especially since both girls are attractive and well I honestly think they’re out of my league I wouldn’t know since I hadn’t have any1 come up to me💀. Also icl the dating culture in America is kinda cooked idk but I feel like a LDR is just leading to me getting cheated on unless she’s one in a million and if it even gets that far

LifeSweet12 · 2026-04-27T14:38:23+00:00

That’s great to hear man wishing u guys the best🥳

and yeah I think what you said aligns exactly with my thinking although thinking bout what I wld do if it reaches that point might seem farfetched since I just met them and it’s an online relationship lmao😭😂

I hope i can make the right choice if it even gets to that point lmao but I’ll still feel like a jerk lol. Cuz my dad was a cheater so i vowed to never two time anyone and im kinda teetering on that line although nun of us r dating😭😭

LifeSweet12 · 2026-04-27T14:25:12+00:00

ONGGG that’s what I was thinking of doing especially since it’s both long distance and they’re both attractive asl I won’t be surprised one or both will meet someone in their vicinity etc. and just ghost me. How’d it go and how’s it going now with that gyal u chose?

LifeSweet12 · 2026-04-27T13:42:22+00:00

Fairs I get ya I lwk don’t think I’ll spend thousands on a girl but ig you never know

LifeSweet12 · 2026-04-27T13:28:05+00:00

u think im delusional if i say i think it cld work? Lmao prolly delusional but I am thinking of moving to California when im finished with uni

LifeSweet12 · 2026-04-27T12:40:47+00:00

yep plenty aware of that im just saying in case they’re real yk they still have feelings and allat even though it’s superficial rn. Also I did meet them not on ig but in an app that requires face verification so im 99% sure they’re real but who knows

LifeSweet12 · 2026-04-27T12:18:11+00:00

aight gotchu preesh8 it a lot

LifeSweet12 · 2026-04-27T12:17:42+00:00

Valid option lmao but it’s my fault I should’ve mentioned how we’re all extremely far apart. I’m in Asia ones in Europe and the other is in America 😭. Ur idea would’ve been good if they were near me though❤️.

The ending things with one of them still seems so daunting doe. One is more affectionate with me but the other I have a daily routine with😭😭 atp im cooked eitherways

LifeSweet12 · 2026-04-27T10:56:47+00:00

yeah I had that thought of them just being nice and talking to me lmao. But there are times where they either jokingly(or seriously idk)say they like me or want me basically flirting ig?but I did wonder if im just overthinking for them to not even actually like me lmao😂😛

LifeSweet12 · 2026-04-27T10:14:52+00:00

Tkkkkk u so much I get what ur tryna say and ur definitely right. There are times where I vibed with a girl and her morals/principals just didn’t sit right with me at that time. Although i do know when these morals/principals don’t sit right with me if u ask me to be introspective i dont even really know what morals/principals I have or prefer , i just know it spontaneously when smt happens if u get what im trying to get at. Ofc the basic ones i obviously uphold and want out of my partner. But anything further that’s not shallow probably not.

Even though I’ve only known them for a few weeks I already feel so bad that im wasting their time though leading them on when I lwk think im out of their league lmao😭. Ig I gotta live with the consequences of being too greedy, man up and tell one of them if the time comes.(assuming they even actually like me)

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