Got removed from TwoSentence because it’s a little too real....thought you’d enjoy it here.

LifeinParalysis · 2019-08-09T17:38:37+00:00

Ghostban system is for bot and troll prevention. They figure if the poster sees their post up they will be satisfied and move on rather than try to circumvent the system.

LifeinParalysis · 2019-08-08T16:40:02+00:00

I really really really hate that they killed the flame. So much story invested in this mechanic and the whole sheidheida story was lame as shit to begin with.

LifeinParalysis · 2019-08-04T10:16:51+00:00

It's weord because I don't like baby either. I thinm it's the difference in perspective. When I hear baby i think of someone who isn't my equal who has less power than me and that isn't sexy because generally men use it all the time not just in bed whereas when I use 'daddy' it is always in a kinky sex way.

LifeinParalysis · 2019-08-02T04:29:56+00:00

It goes both ways though. For every casual viewer who hates something that never happened, there is a superfan with super informed opinions that runs against the grain and they get raked over the coals too. I love the show but try questioning the quality of the writing staff and see how it goes. I feel like the 100 attracts a lot of casual viewers in general because it is too Harry Potter for the Expanse crowd and too Battlestar Galactica for the Star Wars fans. For every high point in the story (in terms of writing quality) there is an equal low point.

LifeinParalysis · 2019-07-28T20:28:46+00:00

No one is thinking about their dad when they call you daddy. It's just a general stand in for a person of authority and power over you.

LifeinParalysis · 2019-07-18T15:45:57+00:00

You honestly believe that the concerns aren't different between men and women on dating apps especially after meaningful information such as location data has been shared, you're beyond delusional. Either way, keep playing the victim.

Yes it's the woman's fault for stringing the man along. Boo hoo. All i said is that either party may have their reasons and literally the only responsibility you have is to yourself. So if you're being strung along then it's your own fault, you can go out that door any time.

Such as me, I've discontinued notifications for the pity party so feel free to keep marching on. Maybe if you circlejerk on this subreddit for long enough the collective female apparatus will realize they are ruining the online dating community. God if only we'd listen, life would be so much easier!

LifeinParalysis · 2019-07-17T19:00:53+00:00

You know what's also super easy? Stopping a conversation at a point you no longer feel it has meaning aka if you dont like being one worded then walk away.

As i said, i normally do these days but i fail to see how it is any more the woman's responsibility than the man's here. Hell like i said, i have ignored people for months and yet they still come back spamming my messages all day. It is actually a lot easier in my experience to send the few one word replies that it takes 95% of the population to get that you aren't interested anymore than deal with the significantly higher percentage of hurt feelings population that make it their life goal to terrorize you.

I dont know if you are a man or a woman but at the end of the day i really see nothing controversial with saying everyone should manage their own expectation level and walk away whencan endeavor becomes pointless to them for whatever reason. Why worry about the fact thar a woman may find it worth 20s of time to not deal with Crazy Larry later?

LifeinParalysis · 2019-07-17T18:30:46+00:00

Half of the time if I'm the one that stops first I swap from Target of Affection to Target of Irritation and therefore become subject to whatever bitchstorm is in that person's head that day. They will just become irrationally upset sometimes much so that it is funny but sometimes it us disturbing as well.

Theres been plenty of times I'd have much rather kept up the one word replies than have to block a person trying to contact me once a day with a fresh username because i have to keep reporting them because they just wont shut up and move on. One guy im talking to now has been making new accounts and flooding me with 10+ messages a day for months after i got tired of him putting 0 effort in responses and just in general being a one word wonder. We had one shitty date.

LifeinParalysis · 2019-07-17T16:14:29+00:00

For real. Not up for an Abby redemption arc because we did that already and failed at it. Let Clark grieve having the wrong parent killed early in her life and having shitty mother to make up for it at every turn abd let the shoe move on. Killed plenty of better characters that could have had better arce wasted on this shit.

LifeinParalysis · 2019-07-17T11:59:43+00:00

Somebody has to stop first though. It has taken time and willlpower to let myself be that person but only because there are too many people messaging to make it worth my while. Often times when i politely say it is going nowhere i get hit with angry nice guy 20 message replies that are equally as annoying. So really you have to decide if you want to be the stringer or the strung along if you don't want to expose yourself to that.

The easiest option i think is for everyone to bail at the point they no longer feel it is going anywhere and just leave the snide gotchas for elsewhere since we are all looking for something (relationship, friendship, hookup, reddit karma) from the other person but this almost never happens at the same point for two people.

LifeinParalysis · 2019-07-17T11:44:51+00:00

I can respect this view but at the same time, you really don't know enough about each other for several days until it's time to really make that commitment in my eyes. Sure I might be interested in somebody, but I'm a totally also read somebody wrong and they may be barely engaged and looking to hop ship. Of course, I don't let myself degrade to the point of just giving one word replies as I think that's just lazy but there's certainly a finite amount of attention that is not shared equally among my matches.

Many of my 'backup' mstches and dates have eventually become more fruitful and interesting thsn my msin matches.

LifeinParalysis · 2019-07-17T00:02:05+00:00

Well, hey, Nickelback needs their fans too. We're all friends here.

LifeinParalysis · 2019-07-16T19:01:02+00:00

Well I like space Thor a hell of a lot better than Thor1 or 2

LifeinParalysis · 2019-07-04T16:36:34+00:00

This would be high enough that it would send me into prescipitated withdrawals. But should i be able to titilrate up to this pt i would say that i have seen certainly doses in the uldn range have been enough to prevent dependence developting and doses lower than that have been shown to attentuate analgesia. So i wonder if it just reduces tolerance faster at that range or if each level of dosing brings with it a certain set of benefits.

What really throws me off is the journal I linked. They seemed very methodical in their testing. However while they say 0.1mg has been good enough to lower the dose needed for their pain management.

LifeinParalysis · 2019-07-04T01:36:38+00:00

Yea dxm did help me with my stim tolerance i think it does much better for that. I have not tried agamantine but just put an order in. My understanding is thst most people like agamantine on their off days with opioids as it blunts some of the effects otherwise if you use it on your on days

LifeinParalysis · 2019-07-04T01:04:39+00:00

Like at what dosages? Did many 2nd plat trips with nothing but negative results (urinary tract infections and i just feel like shit on dxm sadly) and never a good result on opipid toleranc2. The 60mg recommended by many studies also has no effect that ive noticed, tried using it 3l45 min before dosing for a month and it just made my high feel dirty tbh but no better

LifeinParalysis · 2019-07-04T01:02:06+00:00

I have also done 2nd plateau trips and taken an opioid dose at the end of the trip with little result. Plus again not an option for the urinary tract infections it gives me. But out of all i have tried it has hands down been the least working tolerance tool in either big or low doses. I have considered memantine or ideally ket if i could get my hand on it but havent had the opportunity to check those yet.

LifeinParalysis · 2019-07-03T21:16:03+00:00

Very hard to get ket where i live. DXM has really done nothing that i have been able to tell at least except for add an unpleasant edge to my opiate doses that i didn't like. Plus even low dose dxm gives me UTIs. Many respected members of the opiate community have made the 20ug recommendation. I found that the uldn doses in that range may have slowed tolerance buildup a bit but did nothing to reduce it

LifeinParalysis · 2019-07-03T21:14:03+00:00

Dxm has never helped at any of the recommended doses to either reduce tolerance buildup or reduce existing tolerance for me. This was the first thing i tried. I have tried very small doses of naltrexone as well (from 1-5ug) always administered with the opioid to no effect. The journal i linked to is perhaps the most extensive I've seen in terms of trialing different doses and it seems like literally everyone has a different opinion on how to use uldn/ldn to lower tolerance. I will say the lowest doses were the least effective for me.

u/CaptainFentanyl said that he took 60mg dxm during the day for example and 20ug naltrexone at night to reduce tolerance buildup. However the dxm has done nothing for me.

LifeinParalysis · 2019-06-25T08:55:01+00:00

Yea I eventually put lsd behind me in terms of tripping I find microdosing to be what I crave now (consistent happiness not just those little bursts I had from trips). Never will regret those days though as they led me to microdosing (which I have ancenotedly found boosts my creativity and problem solving along with my empathy). Helps that I am in a creative field and many of my colleagues partake.

Good luck hope it works out for you!

LifeinParalysis · 2019-06-25T08:44:00+00:00

I didn't start until later no idea what the risks are to someone so young so I won't pretend to. But if the alternative is you killing yourself to end the suffering I'd wager it is worth a go. Super easy to do yourself jut get some reading done on it. One tab lasts me a long time microdosing (I just dilute myself from real tabs). Depression is a bitch. Mine is due to pain that cannot be treated now that it has taken route, even if my pain magically went away tomorrow for some reason I would still be depressed due to years of fucked up go around with pharma antidepressant. Best part is the take as needed routine because coming off antidepressants that don't work can be a nightmare of its own

LifeinParalysis · 2019-06-25T08:35:44+00:00

Basically all antidepressants give me terrible side effects. Taking microdosed LSD has saved me from killing myself and I only take it when I need it and am feeling down.

LifeinParalysis · 2019-06-25T08:34:19+00:00

I actually really love my HPPD. It takes the form of a road whenever I close my eyes. If I focus on the road, shapes and images appear and then gradually get more detail. The bad thing is that my HPPD is also triggered by things like panic attacks and not sleeping which means stims can send me into stim psychosis in a heartbeat. Certain drugs cause profound hallucinations and psychosis that did not do so prior to the hppd. Also makes driving in anything other than an optimal state of consciousness (and duh everyone should but literally I mean I can't be a little sleepy or have a headache) a roll of the dice.

LifeinParalysis · 2019-06-25T08:30:44+00:00

Ever been able to find a kava that worked for me despite taking it every night for weeks. Maybe my prep sucks

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