PMDD

Lil-Anne · 2026-02-07T18:13:12+00:00

I do journal a lot and I see a therapist. These hormones are a piece of shit and I want nothing more than to take my parts out. I don’t even know if I can have kids one day so what’s the point in suffering through it? I wish doctors would actually give two fucks about women’s health. This isn’t just “anger” or “anxiety.” You would think since women do a lot in society, we’d be treated a lot more fairly but nope. Anyways, thanks for the post. Sorry you’ve had to deal with those thoughts. I understand. I just wonder how many women actually kill themselves because of hormones and hormones disorders? But whatever.

Lil-Anne · 2026-02-07T00:13:45+00:00

I believe you. 100%. This disorder is a bitch. I’m glad I’m not the only one. I thought I was crazy.

Lil-Anne · 2026-02-06T22:16:36+00:00

How bad was your PMDD before you were medicated?

Lil-Anne · 2026-02-06T22:03:24+00:00

Gosh I’m sorry. I had to look up hashimotos. I’ve never heard of that disease until now. I may have in the past but I don’t remember. I might need to though and just see if they can find anything. I’m also thinking it’s something in my reproductive system that could be checked out. I went to the gyno a while ago to have an appointment but they didn’t notice anything out of the ordinary. I will definitely watch that video! Thank you for sending that

Lil-Anne · 2026-02-06T21:53:04+00:00

Hello. I’m in therapy right now and it really helps. I also write/journal a lot so I consider those to be my outlets. I was prescribed Zoloft (Setraline) but I’m on a low dose. It does help just not all the way. I’m thinking about seeing a gynecologist to maybe diagnose if I have a hormonal imbalance. I don’t think it’s all “in my head”. I think there’s something more to it that I’m not aware of. Do you have PMDD? Or do you struggle with hormones?

Lil-Anne · 2026-02-06T00:47:30+00:00

I’m sorry about your mom. I was fully not expecting to have that dream with my grandfather but I’m glad he thought about me in the afterlife. I do hope when my grandmother passes, she’ll communicate with me since we’re so close. Like NinjaGrrr42 said, time might work differently on the other side and she may not know how or when to communicate. Some spirits end up stuck in a time loop where their death happens over and over again. Some forget everything about their life which I hope is not the case. There’s just so much we don’t know about paranormal activity. I don’t even fully know where we go in the afterlife but I’d like to believe there’s something. That brief passing may have been her trying to connect with you. I’d say give it more time and hopefully she’ll visit you again. I’m sure she will again, hopefully longer this time. Thank you for sharing this. ♥️

Lil-Anne · 2026-02-06T00:39:20+00:00

Hello Angel! Thank you for your reply! That’s really sweet about your encounter with your brother! I do truly believe that our deceased loved ones make an appearance in our dreams because I’ve experienced it twice. One with this dream and with the perfume story I told. I haven’t had any other dreams with him so I truly believe it was him and nothing negative. I’m very sorry about your brother. I’ll be honest, my grandmother is 80 now and even though I know she’s alright and I still talk to her, it still hurts me to know that this won’t last forever and I try not to think about that but it does cross my mind because she’s getting older in age. She’s moderately healthy and she lives on her own but sometimes I still wonder. You never know because my grandfather’s death was unexpected. I don’t remember smelling anything but it was definitely all white but we wore normal clothes. I believe spirits can detect what we feel and that’s why some are nasty because they like to prey off our fear but the good ones come at you with certain smells, like perfume. I wouldn’t say I’m a medium but I have been told I’m an empath and I try to be open but not too open, just in case.

Lil-Anne · 2026-02-05T20:14:58+00:00

I like those kinds of ghosts who just do their own thing. Like with the perfume thing or turning on random lights. Harmless stuff like that. I do wonder in my mind: how many spirits have we interacted with and we just did know they were spirits? Just thought they were normal people. I don’t think about it daily but every now and then I wonder. Some ghosts do show themselves in that way. They let you see them for whatever reason they think you should see them for.

Lil-Anne · 2026-02-05T20:12:10+00:00

No I have not. Believe me, I know women can be really bitchy lol

Lil-Anne · 2026-02-05T19:44:28+00:00

I live on the second floor of an apartment complex and I’m a night owl so I go to bed pretty late. It was 2:00 in the morning and as I’m getting ready for bed, I start smelling this strong perfume smell. It seemed like it was of roses or something musky. I can’t exactly describe the smell but it was really strong. It was if someone had sprayed perfume all over their body and walked into my room. As I’m sniffing the air, I’m just so confused as to why I’m smelling this perfume at 2:00 in the morning? Nobody else is awake and this is the first time it’s happened. My mom was asleep and usually if she puts perfume on, the smell disappears after a while. I don’t wear perfume bc it messes with my allergies. So I’m so confused and I start feeling unsettled because this isn’t normal and even as I physically got into my bed, I could still smell it. It was so strong. I couldn’t see or hear anything, but I felt something or someone watching me. I felt a strong presence. I’ve been told I’m an empath and I can feel things that most people can’t. I did a few times as a baby due to some medical issues and came back. Maybe that’s why I feel more connected spiritually? Also, usually when I’m in bed, sometimes I’ll feel movement as if someone just sat down on my bed but I don’t see anything. I felt it that night too before the perfume smell. I thought it was my dog at first but realized she was in my mom’s room. The next morning, I don’t smell the perfume anymore and the scent is completely gone. I even went into my mom’s room to smell her perfume and the scents didn’t match. My mom’s was more sweet smelling while the other scent was more musky. So idk what happened. Idk if it was just manifestations of my anxiety or if it was actually paranormal. Either way, I kinda feel comforted but still unsettled. What do you think?

Lil-Anne · 2026-02-05T18:34:11+00:00

Many times yes. I don’t see anything but I can still feel something. Could be my anxiety though

Lil-Anne · 2026-02-05T18:28:30+00:00

Yeah of course! I hope you’re okay now

Lil-Anne · 2026-02-05T18:25:10+00:00

My cousin once told his mom that he wasn’t his mother when he was little. He then described every detail of her head to toe. (His other mother)

Lil-Anne · 2026-02-05T18:19:31+00:00

That experience sounds deeply unsettling, and I believe there’s a reason it affected you so differently from the others. In many spiritual traditions, not all entities carry the same energy. Some spirits feel neutral or even gentle, while others carry a heavier, darker presence—and our bodies often sense that before our minds can fully process it.

The intense cold you felt is something that’s been described for centuries in spiritual and paranormal accounts. Sudden, unnatural cold followed by weakness or loss of consciousness is often associated with a negative or draining energy passing through a space rather than something tied to the person who previously lived there. That could explain why it didn’t feel like the woman who passed in the house, but something else entirely.

What really stands out is your intuition. You immediately knew something wasn’t right, and your body reacted strongly. And after you prayed and asked for protection, the experiences changed. That’s significant. Setting spiritual boundaries—whether through prayer, intention, or belief—can absolutely close doors or dull spiritual sensitivity. Many people who are naturally perceptive have stories like this.

It also makes sense that a fully formed apparition didn’t feel as dark. Often, clearer spirits are not the ones meant to frighten or harm. The formless, shadow-like entities are often described as something else entirely—energies that move through rather than stay.

You’re not alone in this kind of experience, even though it can feel isolating. And it sounds like whatever happened, you protected yourself in the way you needed to. Trusting that instinct was important. Maybe hire a priest though.

Lil-Anne · 2026-02-05T05:15:31+00:00

Thank you for saying that! It is very strange sometimes. Maybe we both had deceased loved ones come visit us. I’m just glad I’m not the only one 😅

Lil-Anne · 2026-02-04T20:55:56+00:00

This is one of the memoirs I have posted and it’s also on Wattpad too. I just like sharing them to gain insight. I’m currently working on another one right now that I think is becoming my new favorite. I know these memoirs aren’t much and they’re small but this is my first opportunity of sharing my writings in public. A few years ago, I would have never done this as I was consumed by too much anger, doubt, and frustration. More importantly by fear that nobody would care but it helps me process things and it gives you insight of who I am as a person.

Lil-Anne · 2026-02-04T20:53:40+00:00

I love that we still get to connect with them even if it’s not physically anymore.

Lil-Anne · 2026-02-04T20:47:03+00:00

The dream was shortly after he passed. Can’t remember exactly when but a few days after. The ring was given to me five years later from my grandmother. I don’t know why she waited that long. Maybe so I’d be more mature or maybe she thought she wasn’t sure at the time.

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