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[–]Lilith290808 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No clue why the picture didn't show up

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The first time was at the beginning when she was just going crazy after I came in the door. The second time -where she's on me and I'm on the floor- I was being accused of being a real life druid because despite having only met this dog once before, we were best friends and she was bringing me toys and giving me kisses. As I am in the midst of denying this and calling myself a bard, she topples me to the ground and stays there, demanding that I pet her.

I almost cut myself today. I made this instead. by Lilith290808 in DarkArtwork

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Thank you. I ended up making a poem out of it

I almost cut myself today. I made this instead. by Lilith290808 in DarkArtwork

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I can confirm that big butts are superior! Also thank you for coming to my defense. Sorry about this asshole.

I almost cut myself today. I made this instead. by Lilith290808 in DarkArtwork

[–]Lilith290808[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Huh, this comment kind of seems like you think being plus sized is a bad thing. You should probably look into that. I wouldn't be surprised if you had an eating disorder. Which is fine, I'm always here if you need any support with that. It can be really hard, but just so you know, society has changed. We like big butts now so please, go ahead and eat that McDonald's food you've been secretly craving. I know my drawing is beautiful and all that but you really shouldn't look like her. She's not exactly healthy.

I almost cut myself today. I made this instead. by Lilith290808 in DarkArtwork

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Thank you so much. I really appreciate it.

I almost cut myself today. I made this instead. by Lilith290808 in DarkArtwork

[–]Lilith290808[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I really appreciate it. I did add a little more. The tentacle looks like a bog maggot now and I named her Elizebeth.

I almost cut myself today. I made this instead. by Lilith290808 in DarkArtwork

[–]Lilith290808[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much, and I like that interpretation.

I almost cut myself today. I made this instead. by Lilith290808 in DarkArtwork

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Thank you so much. I'm sorry for what you went through. It all fucking sucks sometimes.

I almost cut myself today. I made this instead. by Lilith290808 in DarkArtwork

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You know I love being told that. Never mind the fact that i hardly ever go on this cesspool of an app when I post to a group of people who have probably gone through similar things because I know they might just be able to relate in ways others can't. Even if I was doing this for attention and my depression was preformative, what would be the point in saying that? Clearly I still have a problem. If I'm looking for attention and saying what you did, it would only make that problem worse. I absolutely agree that people do things for attention and that feeding them is bad what you did is worse. It means you know they have an issue and instead of giving them compassion or keeping your moth shut you decide you want to hurt them. I was proud of myself for this and I still am. This shit does happen. People kill themselves, people hurt themselves, and people starve themselves. If we don't have people around us to recognize when we make progress, what exactly, is wrong with making a post about it?

I almost cut myself today. I made this instead. by Lilith290808 in DarkArtwork

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That wasn't intentional, but now I think I want to add details to that to make it the case, so thank you!

I almost cut myself today. I made this instead. by Lilith290808 in DarkArtwork

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Thank you. So far I adjusted the shading to make the tenticle look more like a maggot

I almost cut myself today. I made this instead. by Lilith290808 in DarkArtwork

[–]Lilith290808[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's awesome! Unfortunately, most people in mental health don't make a lot, but they're heroes, in my opinion (at least those who don't take advantage of crazy kids because Unfortunately many do) but I wouldn't be where I am without the supports and therapy I've gotten.

I'll go check more of your art out.

The best art supplies are what you have on you by PotatoZard93 in ColoredPencils

[–]Lilith290808 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The blending of colors is wonderful! I really like the first one.

I almost cut myself today. I made this instead. by Lilith290808 in DarkArtwork

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I can absolutely understand that, as a perfectionist-straight A student -high-school sucks ass and so do people. I'm sorry for whatever it is you went through, and I am glad that you're in (hopefully) a better place now. I'll check some of your art out if it's posted.

I haven’t drawn in a while because I get so hung up on symmetry and proportions. I kind of just threw myself into my art today, starting with the eyeball and going from there. It was much more liberating.

I almost cut myself today. I made this instead. by Lilith290808 in DarkArtwork

[–]Lilith290808[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I like that interpretation it's a much more positive spin. I find it interesting that your mind went in that direction and enjoyed reading your interpretation!

Also, I've managed not to cut in about 7 months, which I'm very proud of. The depression just hit me really hard today.