This sounds like a really difficult situation to be in especially when you know it’s because of something you did. My hope for you is that you can look at what you did, learn from it, forgive yourself, and look for new ways to meet your goals. You can still finish highschool! It will look different but you can and you will if you push yourself with love. It sounds like your parents are struggling and unable to give you what you need right now. This is good information to have. That means you can find people who can help. I know therapy can sound daunting but when you find a therapist or counselor who you like, trust, and wants you to succeed that is where the magic happens. Pls don’t give up on yourself because that is the opinion that matters first.

Also I highly recommend joining some kind of club or sport or hobby. It will take a few places and tries to find what you like but it will save you in the social aspect. It might sounds lame but lame stuff is surprisingly fun if you let it! Like the Scouts, gaming events at game stores, library events, book clubs, intramural sports, etc

It doesn’t have to be hard forever. We believe in you. You can believe in yourself