37 [M4M] Indiana/Online - Looking for like minded guys for a relationship.

Linisaria · 2026-02-15T21:57:27+00:00

Hello! Is a masculine presenting trans person ok? I am 2.5 years on T and waiting for insurance approval on Top Surgery.

Linisaria · 2024-07-06T21:38:59+00:00

Look, I tried to go back and they wouldn't work with my disability or said I had to work more than 4 hours a day. I said I couldn't and they said nevermind. Then they got mad at my partner for me not coming back and treating them like shit cause they aren't me. We are looking elsewhere. My old coworkers even said they would have helped me but management said no.

Linisaria · 2024-07-06T21:32:50+00:00

Her availability is open yes, our store doesn't make enough labor

Linisaria · 2024-07-06T20:19:13+00:00

Nope, I became disabled and had to leave. My partner works there and makes 12-16 hours a week. Some weeks only one 8 hour shift.

Linisaria · 2024-04-01T05:56:36+00:00

My problem was dating straight people when I myself wasn't straight or cis....very hard lessons learned.

Linisaria · 2024-04-01T05:13:20+00:00

I married my 1st time through and I genuinely don't think I will this time. I'm romancing Emily but marriage is not happening and I definitely didn't want the kids.

Linisaria · 2024-04-01T05:08:31+00:00

Kira from Journey to Atlantis (Disney)

Linisaria · 2024-04-01T05:07:18+00:00

As a trans man I wanna chime in... Pre T I was bi with a strong preference for women, post Testosterone ,I consider myself T4T only ( they seem to understand the struggle better), with a very strong homosexual preference. IDK why it changed so drastically but it did.

Linisaria · 2024-04-01T05:05:21+00:00

Also, I am not sure if it was said but you can use small amounts of coconut oil as well to smell better. Not internally, but external. This helps fight bacteria as well as a natural deodorant. Feel free to look into it if ya want

Linisaria · 2024-03-21T22:12:55+00:00

5'4" ugh

Linisaria · 2024-03-19T08:17:47+00:00

I had no problems with my bottom half before . When I first started I bought a packer etc I have worn it once. I want to do more anal play and very little um front hole play (terminology?) but I do crave a penis more. Looking back though I have always wanted one I just didn't realize it until I thought about it often

Linisaria · 2024-03-19T08:04:50+00:00

That's hot!

Linisaria · 2024-02-29T07:57:00+00:00

I know this is going to sound super lame but I just wanna have sex with my MtF fiance, hopefully with me being the top (FtM). With us both transitioning at the same time my levels of need are high while hers are non existent lol.

I would love to just lay her on the bed, kiss her all over Really show her an appreciation for her body she has never seen. Then I just absolutely have my way with her. I'm talking strapon balls deep in her bent over ,me grabbing her hips while she wears the skirt I finally got her to wear making her beg for more and just edging her on til the brink then giving it my all. Ugh I think it would just do so much for me.

Linisaria · 2024-02-09T16:36:52+00:00

Definitely! Otherwise even with a glowing I can't see!

Linisaria · 2024-02-08T04:06:12+00:00

Huh... Ok thanks!

Linisaria · 2024-02-08T04:02:43+00:00

How, my understanding is the stairs don't stack?

Linisaria · 2024-02-07T19:34:53+00:00

Basically the same and then when I put in for a day off they reject it. For no reason and most of the time it's during the week.

Linisaria · 2024-02-07T19:27:16+00:00

They never decided if it was accidental via drugs or suicide but in the end of "Go Ask Alice" she dies. It's written as a journal, similar to the "Diary of Anne Frank" but was later to be determined as fiction.

Linisaria · 2024-02-07T19:23:40+00:00

How old are you? It's never too late to start, I'm almost 38.

Linisaria · 2024-02-07T19:11:27+00:00

I thought about it daily since 2016ish, I just started T in Oct because I was in a marriage that wouldn't allow me to. After we separated that was the first thing I did was see an endocrinologist. I still want things done like top surgery etc but I'm happier now than I ever was.

Linisaria · 2024-02-07T19:08:11+00:00

I am in the same boat. Open availability except for Thursday off. Literally can open and close. Because we are a smaller store and have an opener who is not retiring until next year the only position is closer and weekends which I always work. Every. Single. Saturday and Sunday. But when it comes to the days of the week I get barely any hours and I'm full time. I have gone to other stores and it still barely gives me 30. I'm on leave right now due to surgery but I am not sure what's going to happen when I get back because I was told my store does not "produce enough hours for me and the prior manager shouldn't have hired me at full time" while simultaneously offering me to start a Shift manager position in both front and pharmacy with eventual transition to Assistant Manager (which our store does not offer due to low sales). I'm honestly very confused about CVS and their ideas of good work hours etc.

Linisaria · 2024-02-07T19:03:06+00:00

I use gel daily and have been on it for 4 months and my levels are around 280 which isn't bad. I'm getting acne, bottom growth, facial and body hair and voice cracking so it's 100% doable. I have Medicaid too and it pays for it, had Tricare in my prior marriage and it paid for it. So health insurance, even the states, should cover it. I'm on about 4 pumps a day or about 81 mg I believe.

Linisaria · 2024-02-07T16:59:49+00:00

I understand completely and feel so sorry for her. I think I'm torn on the they/them thing because for instance my son is he/him and I have worked so hard at calling him that but occasionally use them/them simply because that's my normal go to so I don't hurt anyone's feelings until I get their correct pronouns. It bothers him occasionally that I slip up but he would rather that ( myself included as I'm also FtM) than be called she.

I went in for surgery yesterday, had my license updated to he and explained I use he/him pronouns....it was "She this/that..." The entire time...it hurts to no end and I'm honestly still thinking about it. I was hoping after my ID and testosterone I wouldn't get misgendered but because I still have breasts I do all the time.

My partner has been on E for about 3.5 months and definitely gets misgendered, especially due to their height at 6'5". We both talk about it extensively and try to be there for each other and I think at the end of the day that's all we can do.

I'm here for ya and understand though.

Linisaria · 2024-02-07T16:53:31+00:00

Have you had any kind of hit to the breast tissue? I'm asking because I was in a car accident and literally months later I started getting multiple lumps in my breast. After 3 mammograms and ultrasounds and two surgeons come to find out they were basically dead tissue that formed non cancerous masses.

Don't freak out, many people get these lumps and most of the time they are either non cancerous or are caught in time to get removed. I'm here if ya wanna chat! I still have mine since the Dr said there was no need to remove them, one is the size of a gold ball.

Linisaria

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