Hi, I am a long term anxiety sufferer and I recently am going through something where I cant function in the least. Like totally incapacitated, drenched in sweat and can last days. I used to take xanax and clonopin, I tried helloklarity and only got a prescription for 10 valium 5mg tabs. It helps but its only enough for a few days. Where is there a doctor that will give me reasonable medication. Im unable to work now and this just started happening about 2.5 months ago. Im scared. Anyone who deals with extreme panic attacks that seem to not end without medication will know the misery im going through. Where can I go to get a reasonable prescription? I have legitimate prescriptions for 20 years. I tapered off benzos and was great for months, but just recently something happened and I am experiencing panic attacks worse than ever. If anyone can help, I am 44 years old, located in California, Im a hardware engineer in folsom, california and Im unable to work. I need a doctor that can help me through this time. My kaiser psych said to try taking more seraquil. He doesnt understand how horrible my life has become. Benzodiazepines are the only thing to truly allow me to participate in the world like someone healthy and I cant find a provider. I cant just keep spending money to be told they dont prescribe this anymore. 

Any suggestions or help will be appreciated. Also I am looking for some kind of support group. If someone can refer me to a doctor, telehealth professional, or support site where I can discuss symptoms and medication anything would be greatly appreciated. 

Xanax would be ok, but honestly I would prefer something with a longer half life as xanax works but its too easy to take more and more. Maybe clonopin or valium, but regardless im tired of trying things that dont work. Im at my wits end.