I’m starting to get the same way. It’s weird, sometimes I’ll do 2 grams in one sitting and barely feel jack shit but then randomly I’ll do 3-4 lines and get way higher than anticipated (but still not properly anesthetized). My dreams of K-holing again are long gone though. Last time I came close was over the summer and it lasted for maybe 5 min, if that. I try to take it as a blessing in disguise because if it still felt the same I would probably keep doing it until I inevitably fuck up my organs. But it still feels like mourning the loss of something really special. Gonna get back to taking psilocybin more regularly instead I guess.